this few days i have been helping my dad to distribute shoes to needy students. its quite entertaining since i get to see different kinds of people. but one thing for sure most of them has small feet which i think is quite alluring.(:

anws, i shall do more p.t. i heard from my brother that entering ocs has many factors. Fitness is important but leadership qualities and knowledge are still impt. yup so i will try hard so that our family has 2 officers. but that is certainly no gurantee because competition is tough.

what are the things that will remain pure over the years? i wonder i wonder. certainly not structures that are exposed to rain and sun. Also not the furnitures that are being placed at home. what about the computer i am staring into now? Even the earth wont remain the same throughout the years. i wonder.

there will be a time in your life when you realised that you can accept responsibilities. this is the time of my life when i need to do more; accept more roles in life.

its strange how i feel this way. sometimes you tend to follow your heart than your head. but i know my heart tells me what to do. its been so long. maybe a few months but i can't believe that i succumb to thinking of you.

anyway today i went to play badminton with kengyang.jialiang,ffifi,kokwei and jing han. (: on a winning streak. havent lost for many many rounds. yeah. kudos to fifi for being such a badminton player.

went to kokwei's house after tt. played some mj and won. but that feeling really cant be compared to what i am feeling now. @#^%*&

hope u coping well now. its gonna be a stressful period.

came back from guangzhou/hongkong last friday. it was a very interesting experience. Now i realised that singapore is such a clean city. the people there loves to smoke and the quality of the air was terrible. i think my lungs now got big problem. anws hong kong is a shopping haven. there are many clothes including sports apparels that are slightly cheaper. And some of them cannot be found here. the variety of clothes is immense.

and that friday i went to play soccer at NP which was a mistake. i don't feel well since that day. Flu and cough. but at least it is better now. much better.

saturday went to sec school gathering. and ate some porridge buffet. went to zoo also. Zoo is now much better than the last time i went. it smells better except in the kids zone where it still smells a bit. well, it was pretty normal ba. the animals are well fed.

sunday and today were rest days. although i did light running today. felt pretty bad since i didn''t run a lot. maybe 1.5KM. thats very little since i am going into army in 3 week's time. when i feel better, i 'll run more.(:

okae i went street directory and find that my route is like only 3.8km straight line distance. so plus all the slopes well, should be around 4 click.

today went gymming and nua at jeremy's house. lol. i think my arm strength has improved but dunno to what capability. so kudos to myself for making an effort to train.

not sure why but been wondering whats the feeling of missing someone terribly.perhaps its been such a long time i have missed someone that i have forgotten that feeling. yups maybe when i enter army i will sorely miss my family. and most prob those that are close to me. is it that hard to control ur feelings? i wonder.

WOW. ytd i wanted to blog. forgot the reason why i never blogged. strange. maybe i have really short term memory.

yesterday i played badminton with fifi and jeremy(miu)[don't know why he was called tt]. then wanted to starbucks at bp plaza and nua. lol.

today went to the lawyer's office and collect title deeds and sign check. followed my parents. i think quite cool to go there and get properties.(: anws. i realised ALexis is quite small.(alexis is the new condo my parents bought)

then went to play house of the dead. well, my mum ticked me off for playing such a violent game. alot of zombies rrushing at you. and you are playing some hero who loves to use vulgarities. She said i shouldn't be playing these games. BUt its rated M17+ which means i can play. i am like 19. lols.

then went running. amazingly, only stopped when cars turning in and at my house. its quite danerous running there. well but i need to run and keep fit for army.

results coming soon. sians.

yesterday ate a 9 course dinner. it was meant to be food testing for my brother's wedding. the dishes were quite good. but they changed one dish, the fried lemon chicken one because they felt it was too ordinary. i ate a lot ytd. now feeling very guilty. it might be the only time i can eat since i not sure whether i can apply leave to see my bro's wedding. shoot.

and i played tennis with rachel,nelson,jun xiang and pamela. weihao came later though. and now i am sunburnt. cannot lift my arms. i guess a few days later will recover le ba. need to cut my weight b4 going army, otherwise will have a hard time. all the best!