WaLk AlOnE... haha.. contradict wif liverpool's u'll nvr walk alone le.. Enjoy life while u still can...
As for me.. i will continue to make fun of ppl... (esp lower secs) haha... during upper sec recess.. i'll patrol round... and talk crap... wif 'el...

dun understand y a gal in my class looks so much like her... my fren said.. only abit similar.. i tink.. but their character is very diff from "princess fiona".. can fairy tale love(ever-lasting) is eva true? haha.. if there was one.. i wouldn't mind losing 10 yrs... to have it.. l0lz.. joking...

i oso dun understand y her so-called enemies from pri skool likes to look at me.. she keep looking.. like giving me hints from her eyes... but i dunno wad is she saying... anger? sad? pissed?
haha.. wadeva for her then..

Wishlist: Score & succeed.... find "princess fiona"

haiz... sick lo... 'ling yu' so much til now got HIGH fever.. body can't move one bit.. only my hands and eyes.. haiz.. dunno y i still go ndp sia.. so stupid.. rain so much.. me e only 1 tt bring umbrella... then i bring them over one by one.. then i got drenched for them...
trust me to be so dumb for being so gd to everyone.. how lame.. half of them appreciates the other half doesn't..
I dunno y... but maybe i'll learn something... CAn't understand gals... seriously.... unless they spent their time telling me wads up in their head...
Now have this project.. gonna succceed.. but first have to recover from my illness... take a long time...
Feel like talking to her.. but cannot even pick up the phone.. all i can do is wait.. argh!!...
MAybe if i juz dun care bout somethings.. i tink everything will work out find..
Seriously.. i wished someone out there would find me.. that would make my life easier.. it is so hard to find "princess fiona".. haiz.. anyone that can extend a hand..
I m all tired.. of the bad things in e world.. all i wished is simple things.. succeed in life.. and ultmately find my"princess fiona".. but i know it won't come so fast...

haha... tis blog kewl? muahaha... love it so much.. finally i can rest on this blog.. today good fridae lehz... cannot go to c her sing.. sad worx... parents la... haiz...
The eye is nice... but not scary.. haiz.... l0lz... bb every1.. can leave me a comment on my new blog...

apologies to everyone.. tis blog is only temporary...
haiz.. love her lots... but got so many guys like her..... dunno le... att least she likes me? haha.. i wished it was 4eva... maybe she will change heart lehz?.. then wad will i do???.. if she read tis.. pls tell me wad she tink?...
D[24]?? like my head.. haha.... love my head.. l0lx...

I wondered if she is still dere for me... haiz... most prob she dun like me anymore.... wa... i promise if she change... i will defintely be there for her...i got tis stupid feeling behind my back brain.. asking y i still like this gal when e gal maynot even like me... hhaahaha... l0lz...
sianz... no1 to talk to at home.. haiz... missing the piece of jigsaw to my heart.. love tt piece of jigsaw so much...

now white fonts can't do the trick nemore.. haiz...
read her blog...
who wouldn't regret a decision like this? me too... but maybe next time... i will erm... patch? er.. maybe... but every1 muz be hardworking first... lolx... me so stupid la.... maybe tt gal dun even like me le.... still tinking bout it for wad???? AI-yo...
A tree.. the tree was given to me wif all the roots withered... ants inside the trunk... leaves gonna die.. While it was in my care... everyday i watered it.. give it the optimum sunlight.. ANd love so much.. then it came the time i had to pass this tree on.. the tree has already rooted into moi heart... thats why when it left.. it cracked my heart... I hoped to hold on to tis tree the next time when fates brings it into my heart again... but i will 4eva remb tis tree....

Som much unfinished hw.. gonna rush it tonight... haha.. me crazy liaoz... then todae saturday still got scouts.. paya lebar.. siow man..haha.. gonnaa push to my limits...
Like i said.. if we r fated to meet again.. time won't matter.... haha.. but if we were to meet we muz be better le.. l0lz... changed that is.... but i believe fate will let us meet.. maybe not now.. but other time.. l0l...

Erm.. haha.. woke up this morning to find that i had lost something... hmm... dun really know wad i lost... then i tot and tot and tot.. My luck has disappeared.. haha... even when i play carrom wif other scouts mates... i hit the thing but it juz bounces off.. haha... 30 over times.. Sux..
The back of my head wondered did i eva do the right thing... sometimes i m happy while sometimes i m terribly sad... but if i can let her go.. If FATE brings us together next time.. why not? haha.. But that muz have taken a miracle.. MAybe it will... Only a thought of patching up.. wonder will it happen anyway?But first take a look down below..
My Princess Fiona:
Primary: Tender, loving, caring towards me.
FaithfuL(means not fickle minded.. duh.. Isn't it v.obvious?haha..)
COmpromise(not selfish la.. give and take..)
Gentle,Give me all her attention(devoted).. haha..(this is lame)
Secondary: Looks? dunno if that counts anyway..
Its like very simple.. but plain simple gal liddat is almost extinct.. hahha..
i will definetly devote my time to ppl who have the primary characteristics... but i dun wan for now..
Wish everyone good luck and all e best..!! =)

muz have been the best man.. not lying.. though there may be some regret.. but i cannot bring myself to love some1 if the person is like this.. haha.. Troubles seems so be so much lesser... no need to help her so much liaoz.. I muz be very stupid..

Gonna begin my life wif a fresh start. all unhappy things gonna be gone when i wake up tml..
i dunno how she felt..No1 will ever know how i felt... and i dun wanna talk bout unhappy things nemore.. the things tt happen i will juz put it in the past.. and treat everything as a misfortune that juz came upon me.. I hate raking up the past.. haha.. dunno if she will see it.. but i dun really care now.. Cos Giving up on her is the right thing to do... I dun regret my decision..

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Love
YEsterday really so F*** up... CAnnot be describe.. first in so many yrs scold vulgarities... NUTS.. i Still place deep trust in her.. SHe has to change her mindset bout me first... b4 she feel comfortable... haiz... CAn everyone stop denying?? Seriously..I feel so fucked up... i m innocent.. and i hate ppl who lie to me..Y everyone been telling me e diff things.. i can't stand it anymore..
Shanice
Put yrself in my shoes.. u will know how d f izzit... I Been telling everyone...
I love her alot but it hurts me when she do somethings.. i really dun wan her to do anymore disappointing things..

LOst 3 litres of tears yesterdae... nvr cried from pri 1.... 2nd time i cried.. and both is cos of her.. i really wan u all to know how i feel... its damn intense pressure... smetimes juz feel like dying.. but i LOVE her ALOT........MY dear..........
LOVE moi dear...
Deeply

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Nvr tried purple b4?..talking bout the font... looks kewl though... one muz try new things.. otherwise i'll nvr be satisfied when i leave this world.. haha..
Sorry to everyone.. cos u all expect an answer from me and i can't give them.. and to me dearest dear... i love u lots... i'll be waiting for the time is ripe.. and is both things.. Zzz... i'll wait for very long... tink so.. haiz.. hate waiting.. but i will wait for u.. haha...
MuacKz.. haiyo.. maybe i have nvr treat her good enuf.. lolz... me muz have been the worst bf a gal can get.. haiz.. l0lz...

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Haiz... love her lots.. but dunno if she love me?.. l0lz... Now she spends more time wif her god bro than me.. and maybe even daryl too... haiz.. juz wanna noe why she likes to spend more time wif other guys than me.. haha... so miserable and jealous... Hate this feeling..
CAn't understand why she like stop calling me recently.. haiz..

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i love u too... me very sure i love u alot more.. haha... shiet.. now mr tan knows bout us.. still wanna know class.. he very funny.. keep talking crap..
i'll be there for u.. dunno when u see this.. but i wanna tell u that i love u lots.. muackz.... haha... sorry if ppl can't understand my mushiness...
lets go out together... march holidaes..

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WHY!!?!?!... l0l at what is happening to me..
told me what promises cannot be empty.. say u r not fickle minded..
is all this wad u say is true? u say u like me but u oso like some1 else..
Is this wad i did in my previous life? if i eva did, i m regretting now..

i juz wanna diminshed the idea of u liking some1 else.. cos i only wanna lead a simple life wif ya.. but even simple is too hard for us.. i really wan juz 2 of us together..

the above is wad i have in mind.. i really wanna write it all out.. cos it is such a heavy burden...
Let me ask anyone of the matured adults or mature thinking ppl to read my blog.. wad u all tink?..if u have a bf/gf, u all wouldn't wan them to be fickle minded ppl.. WoW.. Juz great... Everything seems to be my fault then... blame it all on me.. my luck.. thats it.. it alwaes unfortunate.. i m alwaes the one getting trodden... Dunno y..

And she say she'll remember wad she say... all this... i dunno...

"Grass on the other side of the river alwaes looks greener".. everyone knows this... but for those who made the crossing.. u'll know wad it is like.. it doesn't always looks greener..

went through e down side of life from young til now... waiting for the up now.. Hate this.. alwaes it'll be a long wait...

BUT i dun wanna give up hope.. as long there is still light.. and both still love each other..

Sad man.. pity myself.. smetimes i m confuse.. smetimes i tink we love each other alot.. but things alwas dun turn out like wad i expected..and the most sad thing is that she herself told me that she dun wan empty promises.. and she in turn made some...now i m beginning to doubt human's existence..being a non-fickleminded person was wad she describe herself as.. haiz..

it hurts me.. for those who are alwaes telling me smething when they r doing themselves..

Feel so stupid smetimes...feel like being cheated out of smething invaluable if she still likes the guy....
Really broke my heart..
Now all could eva mend my heart is only to ask her to choose one person.. even if that break my heart.. i tink it will be fairer to both...

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hmmm... why i put this title? l0lz.. looks nice only le... i believe in my dearzzz.... complete trust...
i know she won't do something disappointing wan.. tink she in a lot of stress this dae.. dear if u got read muz drink water kaes..? lolx.. need to cool her down..
i dun believe wad others say... xcept her.. cos me love her alot... and i tink she loves me alot too..
tml scoutz? argh.. pissed off la.. so many things to do.. for scouts that is.. stressed...
love u dearz..

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take up too much time la.. kaoz.. every sat muz go.. know v.tiring wan.. but i'll pull through for her.. my motivator.. hahaha.... then todae go bishan help order.. siaoz.. everything so exp.. mr tan sure no money to pay us back.... make him broke..? l0lz..
tinking of her rite now... suppose to call her tonite... then bring her to e stadium this fridae.. have to wake up v.early for her.. its ok.. juz for her.. muackz her... opps.. sorry if i m too mushy..
tml log test.. argh!! finish common test still have a maths test.. kaoz.. sad..

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