wonder why love is so strange... lol... i juz miss her.. even during scouts... when i m exhausted... strange...

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hai... todae... amazingly i woke up at 8 am... plus.. lol... i slept at 2 am le... suffering from love sick... lolx... then morning play badminton wif junyi, tim, zi hao, and mao..... they come my hse and play... lol... after that came my hse play com... then go swimming... lolx.... swim until 448 pm
then late liao... arh... got fifi meeting at springdale for the bbq session... lol... so chiong lo... from my hse run to fifi bustop there.... i felt like giving up... but i dunno y... maybe fifi wans me there urgently then i ran without stopping... lol... thought of her too... make my day brighter... haha...

well... i m battling fatigue, hunger, sleep for some1.... i had scouts all the way to 7 plus todae... so tired... build a "christmas tree" tower... my whole body is aching... but i m staying up for some1... i juz ate my "dinner" at 12.45 am... lol... dinner... yea... staying up to do the impt stuffs.... lol.... so impt that i can sacrifice... this is the first time i felt and done so much for a person... made my heart tingle... i want to do throughout the whole nite.... but hong wei coming to my hse to swim.. lol.. my eyes r closing.. yet i can't close them... i fear thinking of her again... hai... but i know that i can woo her at my own pace.. slow and patience always win the race... nvr do it fast... but a pity she is nt going to yfc le.. hai... nvm... look on the bright side.. at least she got more time to zzz... which she likes....

i wonder... why lol... is it even my weakest subject is much more easier than wooing a gal... but being me, myself... i dun like to give up... hai... it juz is strange.. half of me wants to love her but not her to love me... lolx... like and not love i mean... the other part of me is i can't bear to let her go.. lolx... i like her as wad she is... i can put through all kinds of obstacles for her... stay by her side...like her for yi shen yi shi... but wad if i m rejected? lolx... then maybe frenz oso cannot become... then i will be dejected ma... some more i dunno whether if i can woo or she will accept me... i m neither handsome nor smart... how i wish nature takes it own course.... but... if i wan to have happiness i need to control it... but i dun wanna force ppl into anything... i m not that kind of person... yea... world peace... lol... nvm... i will wait.. for her... even if rejection is a huge possibilty...

camp was fun... xcepttionally fun.... well, may cos i got to dance... wif her... i heard the loudest cheer lo.... lolx.... esp when e 2nd part... dots le... wonder how many ppl know... crazi ppl... she keep smiling lol... her smile so sweet.. my soul was displaced by her smile... couldn't move... lolx... how i wished to dance again... lolx.... furthermore she can't sleep on that night.... i also cannot sleep... then when i was lying on my bed.. i thought... since i can't slp.... why not take a walk.. to freshen up... but the teachers were patrolling... so i juz forget it... and i can't slp... i tot to myself she can't slp too... wa... really true...
she is braver than normal gals.... so sweet... that makes her even more attractive... fifi say " she wear anything oso nice".. i agree...for me she was the main character during the campfire night...
i couldn't slp that night le... lol.. her beauty stunned me..
i still dunno how to invite her... dead...
let nature take its course.... if fate is there... one day.. sometime...

hahah... tml camp... so need to prepare campfire preparation... lolx... so todae dance lo.. wif princess fiona... haha... so awkward... dunno wad to say or move... then like woodblock... very funny... but very romantic... lolx.... sshh.... ahhaahaahaa... tml will be the happiest moment.... haha....
PS: i dunno how to catch her.... then alwaes that part mix up... any ideas pls tell me... ty..

haha... tml camp... so todae practise... lol.. dance wif princess fiona... so awkward.. dunno how to dance... lolx....but the feeling is great.. esp the last part... haha... but tml morning muz improve... lol...

lol..todae very funnyy... go 1030 am.... to lot 1... wif fifi... she arrange 11 am.. lol.. but i have stomachache... so reach 11 am.... had long john silver.....ate grilled chicken... cos i got sore throat... lol.. hai... practise whole dae in sy hse... so fun... love the tango... haha... very funny...

haha... firstly i think he is crazy.. unable to solve his own problems... and wanting ppl to help him... even if ppl help him... he oso disrespect... haha... weird world...
but i dun wanna care bout him... cos its a waste of my time... i tink so...
all i need now is write all my meis a testimonial... lolx... yea...

hai... hurt myself again......... haha... my stomach and foot bruise...
wahhahaha.... my scouts loves to hit me.. or my scouts troop todae is extremely suay.... i m the most suay wan lo... anyhow hit oso hit me..
todae morning dream of her... didn't wanna go scouts wan... lolx... so sweet the dream... i was a wizard... protecting her... firing lots of speells... at some one... i couldn't see clearly... then cannot rmb liao... hai...
so sad le.... hai... cannot stop thinking... wanna invite her to yfc thing wan... but i should rite? juz go for it... haha...

hai... pain... right kneecap bleeding... left kneecap bruised... luckily not dislocated...haha....
class spirit... not good... hai... disappointing... so hard to make them brainstorm ideas together... hai...all like want to die.. can't imagine how to win the camp... hai... disappointing... 3/10 u all need to pull together..

hai... results sux.... really... hai... her result very good leh... sad lo... how to tell her i foolishly admire her... hai...

hai.. why all my fren like to have so much face... can u all hav humility in urselves?

wahhaaahaa... first i muz congratulate my classmates for making me a fool and him... for being such a "nice" friend... tell me wad i do is wrong.. wad wad wad... and wad he do.. he played a part and say he nvr do ma... only do this do that... let me tell u wad u have done... u have done wrong a lot of things... and i m so pissed off... shout her name out so loud in front of me asking her to persuade me... this is it... i had my last straw..
and some1 asked her whether she will accept me...
and classmates shouting around at her name... wads this... i can endure it... but can she? i disappoint her le.. and i muz say sorry...
this is my life and i want it to be done my way!

hai... nth i do can makke up all the blunders made... well, i didn't really want her to likke me... all i wan is juz for me to safeguard her over a safe distance... and the possibility of me bein wif her is like... the impossible of the most impossibles... means i have like 0.000000000001% of chance then lets juz round it off... 0%... looks nicer... yea... 0%... i dun wan her to be trouble over wif such small trifle matters any more... giving up is the best option.... lol.. so i won't like or infatuated wif her any longer.. ITS OFFICIAL... and i mean it...

todae is the 100th post of my blog... lol...
results are lousy.. hai....
why izzit so hard to like or love some1? lolx... esp when u are some1 like me?
hahaahahahahaha.... seriously i muz have committed something in my past life... hahaahahaa...
btw i will change my blog add... for some particular reasons.. lol.. its not anything bout my fren though..
i dun even wan and dare to look at her... makes me guilty... hai... some more keep shouting... wa... die... really die...
haha... now i wondering y i sae i infatuated wif her... lolx... now even frens oso cannot le... win lo... hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaa....

haha... todae rain so heavy.. slept till very late... my dad bluff me... say "wei jie, why u sleep until 3pm?" cos i watching the shang hai gp... alonso win... kimi 2nd... but still kimi is the fastest guy.... yesterday i was at the stadium looking at my team play against blackburn.... won 1-0 without me though.. haha..
guess yesterday i thought bout it... haha... and her... lol... nth to think bout..

lolx.......... maybe my wors r hurtful.. srry leh.. sorry... lolx.. btw its because i this is the first time i felt liddat to a gal in my age for a very long time leh... sorry.. i dunno le.. alwaes when i like some1 i do something wrong.. and it doesn't look good too ma.. haha... then my frens like to make fun de... so not fun at all... lolx... haha... maybe its wrong to like someone now..

hai... sad... finish exams... should be happy.. but this is the time when u have nth to do and keep thinking of that some1.. hai..i find her smile so sweet... haha... but dreaming about her is better than facing her in reality... haha... sad...

See me holding the cup? that for her..

hai... now i know why its impossible... haha... belong to 2 different sides... lol... it might sound crazy but i tink so... btw she looks too innocence.. lol... hai... sad... but its better if i dun like her.. haha... and thats it...

lol... cannot look a her anymore... hai... so sad... i tink she like some1 else... btw geo and eng was not diff.. quite easy i think... hai... my fren tinks i like some1 but its not true... maybe i gt slp and think of her... lol..

hai.. saw her...look at her for half an hour.. during recess... full liao.. filled my hunger... hahaha...
she so prettily nice...hai... why... i dun deserve her... hai... heard that she like someone.. lol.... hai...wish her all e best...

Social studies wasn't bad... sbq finally got confidence... lol... structured won't earn me ful marks though..
hai... saw her... well... her smile so sweet... so fatal... it flickered towards me... melting my heart and my soul... lol... her innocence made me feel guilty... how could some1 be so gentle... her gracefulness... even the birds chirp sweetly at sight of her.. lol... too exaggerating liao..
my eyes lingered over her for a moment... but soon return back to task cos i dun wan ppl to see me.. lol.. how am i supppose to keep my concentration? her presence made me feel honoured yet delighted... the only thing that is ugly bout her is her pretty and innocent look... hahaha... so lovely... off to dream le..

hai.. no ss textbook.. lol.. tml test.. how to read... haha... this fridae no school but got scouts... cannot go out liao... heard she oso going... funny.. means i oso cannot go le... see? no destiny... lol... fate haven't crossed yet...

hai... later revise... but seriously... confidence lvl is stoopingly low... i dunno how to face her... and i dun need any help from anyone... seriously.... i can handle it myself... and i know its impossible... let me re-illeterate... ITS IMPOSSIBLE... impossible... i dun wanna give try... juz nth.. let the potatoes ripen... jiang zi ya quote from feng shen bang... set off once the kind of potatoes are ripen... i will wait...

wa.. got ppl send me friendster msg... say blah blah blah like me.... seriously maybe they mistaken for me as ky and ky as me...hai.... lol... siao dings dongs.... i dun like anyone...
hey... wad happens if the image of a gal keeps poppin up... hai.. forget it.. i chant the "i don't like her" sutra X 1000000 times... lol... then i sure won't like her le..

lol.. todae go bishan... and the person i meeting is late... lol.. made me wait so long... exams next week leh... the shirts are nice and certs are nice too.. i walk all the way from bukit batok mrt.. trying to catch a glimpse of her... however... our destiny haven't cross yet... haha.. jk le...
i seriously dun like her... i tink...

hia... revisions... later still need to go bishan collect certs... and now raining pretty heavily... depicts my mood for the dae... haha...hope there is a class chalet... lol... cos i also dunno why...
get together as a class... yea... understand them bettter...

haha.. so tired... dunno man... todae mrs lim talk long stories.. though boring but was very nice.. how contradicting.. then chi lessons talk bout blog... and my blog lor... wa lao... hai... nth special ma.. reminiscing her... lol.. and stupid truth or dare... so unlucky... 3 times true.... first was not bad.. 2nd wan sae abit.. 3rd wan cannot sae... plus.. alot ppl think wrongly... but i know 2,i tink, who get correct but i dun wanna sae anything... no comments....

Holy faeces. bad day! todae english oral not bad. good usage of vocab. expanse of wide knowledge but too far off.. hahaha. and i m very scared to exitt and enter the class now... Hahaha. Chinese bad results... cos nvr study for chi yu da pei....!!! hate myself for that... now no more A1 !!! HAI!! drag my overall... pray at least get a2... haha...
this is like the 2nd dae to describe her. well. scare now la.. cos ppl la.. die liao la.... die die die..
brain malfunctioning.... going hay wired....
let me tell readers i don't like her... And its impossible. cos i dunno how to explain. lol.. but james blunt song is dedicated to her.. haha...

Oh my eyeballs! Now i know how it feels to be infatuated heavily to someone of your same age. The bigger problem arises when the person is in your class. Many people hate this feeling. During lesson time, we are supposed to study and not concentrate on other things. Then the weirdest thing is that the person's image would pop up and go off suddenly. You would feel "Hey is someone playing a trick on me?" Well that is your imagination. It takes a harder effort to diminshed the person floating around our mind during exams time.
Learn to close your mind. Learn occlumency from Professor Snape. Well, thats why we are humans. Its very hard to control these feelings especially to a person with the same age. If a person has no mutual love feelings for their same age group and suddenly feels that for the person, wouldn't you think it is weird? Well, it is strange.
Now another problem arises. the person you are infatuated with might be interested in one of your close friends. This is a difficuly and tricky problem. However, it is the person's choice so we should be happy for the person. Furthermore, life is cruel and we should just accept reality. What if we don't like losing? Haha. Lets hope time will choreograph the situation into a better scene.

hai.. physics was a flop.... hai... damn lot of care--less mistakes... should have punched myself.... then eng... paper 1... mag art was good... but i was stuck choosing either exposition or free writin... hai.. wrote exposition and abandoned it half way... hai... die le la... chem was pretty good le... should be minus around only 10 marks? opps... high expectation... lol... no la... tink i get 70% only..