Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty

lol... i wasn't expecting much when i went tuan yuan fan and chinese new year.. but.. it all turned out very good... now i know the whole family of loh is so lame... very lame.. we talk crap all e way... haha.. haha... lolx.. laugh until siao... from height to stupid stuffs...
then i oso realised my 3 uncles are all scouts... my dad plays basketball for school team and is the captain.. lolx... wow.. and to add more amazing things he won alot of races ,"100m" all those during his school days... amazing...

then like my family now grow so.. all getting married liao.. then ask me where my gf.. lolx.. my family want to go studio take formal pictures.. my cuz ask me to save money now... for the my marriage.. so next time no need slog so hard.. i tink so too.. i hope b4 i reach army.. i got 20 k in my acc.... lolx... impossible.. now i wanna save as much as possible... so that if i marry.. then my wife will have good life.. haha... then sae when is the best age to have kids.. talk bout shares.. wa... i gonna be a good father.. lolx... then i realised my whole family all have quite big connections.. and my house below got a director of a very big firm(i tink is the big 4)... then is my bro fren's god father... then my bro's gf working in one of the big 4 oso..

wa.. haha... this chinese new year is nice.. my mum ask me wanna have bbq party on my bday... asking my frenz out there.. wad u all think?

happy chinese new year to everyone.... lolx..
new specs... new shoes... new clothes... need new watch.. definitely not new target.. lolx.. the process of waiting is so happy.. haha... enjoy the taste of waiting.. but i m optimistic.. even if she dun accept.. its juz me ma.. my part..

todae very full.. lolz.. can last me whole nite... i tink the count is 800 pluses now.. still nt enuf.. but my fren suggest 521 is enuf.. cos the initial figure seems weird...

special thanks to: Sze ming, Fifi, Leo, Keng yang, Jie Ying, in helping out partly or fully.. ty..

now the time is 3.29 am... lol.. the project is halfway through..but now its dumb to continue on.. haha... i dunno y i tink its quite dumb for me to continue.. but is only frenz ma.. haha.. haha.. it only strives me on to do better.. i juz dun believe wad some ppl say.. cos i juz dun believe... but maybe this is the time to lie down especially when the class is so .....as they have nth better to do.. ah.. i dun care if roses wither any longer...i m not a gardener.. i shouldn't be watering the plant, helping it to grow while pricking myself... but for no apparent reasons i love my job.. especially taking care of rose.. but its better to left it unattended before it pricks my hand and caused prolonged and incessant bleeding..my hands are filled wif sores, scratch marks, plant stems cut my hand..
but the process of loving and waiting for some1 can be so true yet so simple yet so elegant... and it is all those tiny things that u dun mind sacrificing for her that makes love so real.. esp the dog faeces and the drains... it will be a memory.. i will enclose all these... and seal it up...ITs the time to be serious... it depends on how the readers wan to see this.. i nvr sae of giving up nor continue to wait.. i beliece wad i believe in..

ytd i was battling high fever and flu... i dun wanna miss school... cos i dun wanna miss pe.. reason is simple.. todae i go home earlier from scouts... headache... very pain.. cannot think... how to do hw? hai...... i dun wanna miss......... today jem sae if i can untie a quite diff lashing then "????".... i conquer the task.. haha... that special wan..

my horoscope for todae is so accurate...mine is someething bout wanting something yet make something simple... so is fifi's wan i think....

hai.. dunno wad to write.. these few days actually wanna blog.. but quite tired.. i get distracted in class easily... but the more i look the more i feel at ease.. the more i wanna succeed.. i feel my heart beginning to relax... that my tune.. if i can get it over this year through the o lvls wif this kind of tune...then nth is impossible..
reading my "bedtime storybook".. lolx.. i dunno y.. behind half of my head tells me that she won't be touched.. but amazingly 60% of it sae she will be touched... lolx.. i wonder how i concentrate so many things... nvm.. i will go even deeper now...

i dunno y i have full of admiration for ppl who truly loves each other... but EXTREME DISGUST for flirts...they disgrace ppl who truly loves each other.. and brought the world's love in jeopardy.. now we can hardly find the person that fits into the missing piece. because of them.... seriously my patience wif flirts are wearing off.... i can give a punch to them... this is serious...
we need to at least restore the love back in order...
my senior's fren give 999 rocheo to the gal he like... then.... the gal cry like mad.. although its crazy but still romantic.. its still quite dumb..
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the more i read.. about success stories.. the hungrier i become... i wanna acheive everything under my grasp....
ah.. sian..
i beginning my quest tml..

hai.. haha... waiting.. waiting.. waiting.. yes.. i could write a love eng compo easier than chinese.. how i wish i could write both as good.. haha.. qi dai.. deng dai.. hope it interwenes..

hai.. some say i give up.. some say i wait.. but decision and the fate is stll mine.. somewhat somehow something tells me nt to give up.. weird feeling.. those like giving u a guiding light..

haha.. brilliant week ahead.. i tink.. i know.. i feel... i conquer.. but conquer will only take place at after o lvls..

haha.. very happy of my decision.. close ppl support my decision.. i tink its the right choice... forget everything.. start afresh.. haha... geared up.. patience... patience...

omg its my horoscope.. so weird yet so true...
If you don't know the rules of the waiting game, now is a good time to learn. Rule one: Bide your time and don't try and push things. Rule two: Use your Downtime wisely. Rule Three: repeat rules one and two.

todae was another day.. i dunno y even when fifi slap me i feel so happy.. she muz alwaes be so piss off... ah.. nvm... todae quite good la.. me and my psl-mates were dancing like crazy... omg.. tml i need to perform wif them... LOL..

ah my family are alwaes so pessimistic.. on the other hand.. i have much optimism to spare... why.. lol... ah nvm...

omg.. todae the tour of the cca... it was pretty good.. i dun understand the sec1s... LOL.. u know wad they sae... " Are u the guy from channel 8 tv???? i alwaes see u on the show.. u look like that actor.. r u sure u r not?" OMG.. i was shocked diao... wth... it was an indian saying it.. and his chinese fren agreed.. SIAO.. lol.. ah... to clarify matters... i m not an actor in channel 8 ,5 or suria... maybe i should look into the mirror.. but who cares..

tml maths test.. hai.. go liao.. bb.. and fifi dun worry too much... once ppl start worrying, they alwaes think negatively.. and sometimes they show physical means la... try to dispel all those thoughts...

hai.. finally nt the sports rep.. lol.. the truth will be kept for safe keeping purposes... and the reason is not so lame like i have wad ranking in scouts.. haha...

i made 2 decisions... 1st is nt to be the rep.. 2nd is not to like her, dispel all my thoughts away from her( my fingers r some sort twisted).....
during this year i wanna prove my existence.. i not going to talk without actions.. i believe.. haha.. i gonna get 9 mins for 2.4.. i try.. lolx..

my frenz tell me its my fault all along...but after u try hard to link the stories and actions together... then its my fault.. now i know liking some1 have to pay the price.. i need to apologise to her for all the troubles i caused directly or indirectly...
I m loss for words... and i m smiling.. cos when i tink of her feelings then soemthing goes wrong... then if i sae another, something goes wrong again.. its amazing..
BUt i wish to be happy at times like this.. its useless to think point blank la.. forget it le..

hai.. i dunno y.. is some ppl trying to thwart back that misunderstanding.. or issit my classmates think we r really up to standard.. i don't know... or are my classmates juz out to try make fun of us... i m not sure... but all i can do is make assumptions.. hai..

i mean our classmates nvr consider her feelings.. how she willl be embarrass and not like it lo... i still wonder if our classmates have the heart.. i need to consider alot of things too.. i can take up the position but i cannot do that for own selfish personal gains.. u all have to understand.. its diff... then i feel that she is unhappy le.. i oso feel unhappy for her.. i mean i n her are not together.. dun need to be like that ma.. she will be very embarrass... and i spoken to our teacher... but i haven made up my decision yet.. i dun understand.... i hope that she dun get sad and unhappy.. all i want her is to be happy even if i m not around any longer..
Love is not wanting her and all those.. i understand .. its about giving her the comfort she needs... and not this.. i will try and make a decision.. i talk to the teacher again.. then now it is like my fault that she gets selected.. some1 sae its my fault.. "cos i like her".. if that is the reason i have to take, i m not satisfied.. is liking wrong? if it does, i'll stop.. fine.. the world is like that anyway..

first dae of sec4 life.. excellent... now chiong-ing.. first sign of life... batteries are recharged... tym to go... decided clearly... first objective.. to score goood marks in everything... then her.. lol.. the objectives are close together...

first dae of sec4 life.. excellent... now chiong-ing.. first sign of life... batteries are recharged... tym to go... decided clearly... first objective.. to score goood marks in everything... then her.. lol.. the objectives are close together...

happy new year.. omg.. i almost celebrated wif my frens and a fren that i almost liked.. wa... tis is the so call fate thing.. hahaha.. but then i know.. my heart lies wif that gal... call yx.. haha... but then todae so so... ppl trying to make fun of me... by talking bout yx... haha... incurable optimism...but i got pissed off abit...lol.. cos got guy sae he wanna woo her ma... LOL... you are beautiful... first in 2005... haha... New year resolution... Be wif her.. perfect score for O's and prelim's and longeivity for everyone esp my frenz and family!!