wtf.. can't play cs anymore.. something wrong.. haiz... shiet.. hows my blog? so stupid.... rite? haha can't believe wads happening around me now... things really change very fast... like the coach said.. psychological barriers are meant to be broken... crush them.. there is nth to stop us now... nth..
why m i so tired? hmm.. guess there is nth for me to do ba.. xue yi is such lame.. talking behind ppl's back.. but i tink is juz life.. life is fun and challenging.. there is no way for me to go down without a 'fight'... haha..
So wad if i know the b-5 name..? haha.. to me, she is juz another ordinary person in the world.. haha.. i tink the b-5 gal rock.. in the sense tt she told ppl wad she tink... haha... bold yet arrogance..
If i find a gal wif: bold yet not arrogance and proud
pretty yet not juz outside..
Open yet gentle..
Loving yet not infatuation..
Sensible yet fun...
i told sme ppl if 10 yrs is wad i have to give up for true love, then so be it..

nice song... anyway.... back le... lamer in action... and to tt gal i juz knew.. i m not perfect.. so pissed... i dun associate myself wif perfect... cos i m nvr going to be.. simple plan rox.. haha..
Lame-lame-lame.. ppl keep calling me for this few daes..
anyway i gonna post lots of songs... on simple plan.. haha...


addicted:
I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend
I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anywayI
'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again

Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Since the day
I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way
I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you

But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why
I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Temporary closing my blog for a while... (forgetting things)
Decided not to read other ppl's blog anymore... cos its of nth le..
haha.. but e only thing i wanna know is how come wad i predicted to char-maine came true.. l0lz..
who cares anyway? like there will be a heart to listen...

forget me and all yr problems shld be well gone...haha... no doubt.. i m a curser of jinx.. i bring ppl trouble... i m ill-fated.. to lead a terrible life..scold me.. discriminate me.. l0lzz.. thats wad i sounds..
but talking to ppl lighten my mood liao.. haha...
MY LAST WORDS ARE: Wish ppl have a beautiful relationship regardless of who they r or wadeva they r from.. STAY happy always... byebye!!

nth to sae to all e lower sec man... bunch of imbeciles...
kuku.. feel like scolding all the vulgarities already... next one who pissed me off.. count that u r unlucky.. seriously..
knn... shanice fren tink she dua pai argh... point middle finger... still sae things.. that r untrue... If the b-5 read my blog.. go ask her... why..
so f. up'ed... help u all then kanna talk bad about... wads the world coming to... bunch of immatured kids... i won't talk to ppl who dun tell facts... no reasons for me to talk to them(xcept scouts and some others). only waste my time... get the facts right first b4 u all talk to me.. esp shanice fren(b-5) or who eva tt is.... anyhow sae things... i damn pissed off... ask that person talk infront of me la.. like i scare liddat... she still talk behind my back.. whoa.. like i scared seh..
victor oso kuku... he point m. finger behind mr png he sae infront of him... haha.. lameo..

haha... sad case lo... wad i predicted to someone about a person came true.. very obvious.. now i begin to believe i have the ability to see future?.. haha... maybe not.. haven do my homework and still slacking now.. feels so pissed off...
If i were to predict... i would have avoided tonnes of obstacles and tribulations.. who cares anyway? that is wad made ppl stronger and wiser.. esp when how many i have gone through... I m not lying.. but i seriously thinks i have much experience.. my frenz have contributed alot.. but my family have given me my backbone.. haha.. now strong le.. DIE! l0lz...
CHIONG!!!!
FEels mood lighten alot lately... no additional stress anymore.. learn to take things 1 by 1.. haha... so kewl.. love myself now...
LIVERPOOL QUALIFY!!---> *predicts them to win the champions league*--wif me around why cannot? l0lz.. kidding..
Everyone Chiong!! abit siao now.. but i dunno y.. feels liddat.. getting my momentum back.. my "brothers","sisters", "best frenz" have all arrived.. waiting for me.. its my turn to unleash..The time has finally come for me to re-forged tt old spirit back into place... Re-forged and let the blade shine brightly.. No man dare walk there.. only me..jk..

Xtracts.. from some things and songs.....
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I knowAnd I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me downIs gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me downShut up, shut up, shut up

Say it out but not to expect the return or anything..................Do not hide ur feeling as u may regret someday.Loving someone does not mean you must get something back.All is worth it when u see dat person smile.----- truely agrees...

so pissed off todae... firstly, the stupid scouts mistress scold me for nth... ***k... ask me to check my attitude.. i nvr even do anything... kuku birdie... e troop talk oso scold me.. wtf... haiz.. lucky got some jokers in e scouts ndp rehearsals... (1)sting ray.. (2) the army guys.. (3) cornellius, venture from jurong sec... keep scolding vulgarities.. haha... they r all so lame.. got a feeling by the whole thing ends i will be a damn lamer..
feet got blisters... haiz... y do i like to play soccer? haha.. bully the small kids.. haha.. very shiok.. i run past them.. then wait a while.. back heel.. muahahhaa.. very very shiok.. then xue yi, joel,lin ruey keep laughin,... like me... sae i bully them.. but got one child v. kao pei.. dunno how to play still act so pro..
f!@#$ now whole body v.tired.. esp feets.. damn lots of blisters... tink ppl r cursing me rite now.. l0lz... they muz be v.happy for me to get blisters..
ask u all one question.. tell me e ans or sms me when u all know..
where can u find the biggest durian?? haha..

Crap la... haiz... now trying to forget wad i was suppose to remb..no doubt... Even though i know something tt may concern some1.. but i dun tink i shld intefere any longer.. E news is only me and a guy know.. only both of us.. in our grp of frenz... no1 will know it until e "time is ripe"
maybe is the tym is wron... maybe i have already predicted wad my fate was already.... my frenz will get into serious trouble bcoz of me having too many frenz... haiz... that already happened.. maybe i brought tt person to all this troubles.. cos the person know alot of ppl mostly through me... haha..
dunno wad song is nice.. so chosen yu jian.. from sun yan zi.. the left and right show..haha..
*---(deeply apologises for i have done to me and moi frenz)---*
HAppy 4evax.. alwaes i mean...
will work harder.. v.hard.. from now on...

wonder why she so sad arh.. but she sms my fren like quite happy le.. haha... she sae she luv me alot.. and will wait for me.. hmmm.... so wad is she waiting?? for me to ask her? l0l.. feel like calling her.. but abit scared lehz.. tell me wad to do la..
In a state of confusion.. shld i or shld i not?? hahaha... not like any test sia.. so hard..
but i juz worried for her.. maybe i really got "bad taste"(an excerpt from an sms by her) afterall.. haha.. should hav ask $.. haha..
wa.. maybe dere is still feelins.. maybe? haha..
so tired.. keep pushing myself to the limits lehz.. sad case..
no need to say sry to me la.. l0l.. wad u done wrong anyway?.. lolx...