"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and neverfind the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it wasnever meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk awayfeeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we loseit, but it's also true that we don't know what we've beenmissing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, anhour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but ittakes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes yousmile because it takes only a smile to make a dark dayseem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life andone chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that ithurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wrecka life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word mayheal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the bestof everything they just make the most of everything that comesalong their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends witha tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyonearound you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

the first hectic weekk has passed. another 2 more to go. crazy.

fwee fwee oosh. jia yous. dun get sick le. how come u everytime migraine de? ya. must take care. some more u my sec skool good fren. oso My good fren CKY de lp. so take care.

1 more week to nvm comp. hope everyone of us take care of health and continue to train.

4x400 m heats term2 week 4. must jia yous. last year 2nd. this year must reeally buck up and get first. but i am a much more determined person now. aiming for gold. for my TEAM.

but before all that must get thru the common tests first. and is like wahaha. NO TIME. dunno how liaos.

today is a weird day. i guess some of the J1s are so weird.

one girl took time to wish me good luck for SPA. and the most interesting thing is that i don't know who is she or how she knows that i have SPA today. oh my. someone is stalking me. or perhaps i have a secret admirer eyhs. that is just so scary. oh my. i guess they are just playing truth or dare. weird. i still think is weird.

yikes. i guess sometimes in life u will experience such weird things eh.

this is a very happy bday weeek..

cos first there is the wednesdae suprise. where everyone of us suppose to celebrate rachel's bday. in the end, we celebrate rachel's, kendrick's, yu rong's and mine de..

then i thought the bday celebrations would end there. but i see my frens secretly hiding things from me. so i felt strange.

yesterday, our class went to vivo to eat. who knows? wei hao and jun xiang got into a big "quarrel".. lols. kudos to the director. lols..to pick a place like vivo.suppose to be a romantic night looking at the sea, then my classmates "fought".. lols. attracted attention from the public.

then came the shocking part. 4 people suddenly appeared to give us cakes. pai seh. i still havent eat my cake yet. cos like can't bear to it.. then came the presents.

tks to weihao,junxiang,pamela,rachel,wenzhu,fifi,nigel,marcus,,glenn,yurong,michelle,huimin,huixia,seira,chingwan,chuan de,stanley,qing hui,kendrick.

and those who took time to send bday msges and wish me. tks!
also tks to angelin,geraldine,linqian,cuthbert,leonard,nigel,michelle,jeremy,siewghim,glenn,marucs,yurong,liwen,fifi,kengyang,zhiyan,huimin,shaam,neoweijie,keet,dacia and shang ying.

pretty long list. sorry if ur eyes hurt when u look at the list.

of course odac as well as 2507. and the brothers and sisters who followed me thru.

sounds like i am dying. lols.

NIght hike was wonderful. beautiful scenery at an undisclosed place.
frens are wonderful.

SOmetimes people blog for a reason. and its the same for me.

when ur frenz feel emo, u will feel affected too. strange. hais.

don't feel affeected le.. hope u will see this post. yup. be strong. EMO no more.!

happy CNY. its 2 days more. yup. and i am an adult liao. so its time to be more mature on several things although i already am.

One important note for those who see my blog and who know me this year..
IF u ever chanced upon this post, DO consider joining the correct CCA. SOME CCAS can either make u or break u apart. in order not to be influence negatively, one need to be strong and know who to be with or else. and by being strong you will listen to yourself. otherwise, a cca will be a hectic one.

this is my advice for u. yup.

and i will be going away to malaysia. hope to see lots of smses flying in.

and i found my cousins all very funny and open.. totally opposes the WEST side theory. ya.. and they like to take pictures too.. they still think i have a gf.. and my brother agreed with them. like omg la. my cousin look at my hp, then saw a name and assume is my gf.

it will come when it comes. i had a dream because i asked for a sign. and it came. my dream told me what not to do. and what to do. dreams are a scary part or my lives cos it comes true most of the time. SO, i will trust my decision.

and congrats to my cousin who is soon to become a father. their dog is cute. very.

and weird thing is today i stumble upon CHIJ kellock new campus at bukit purmei. was visiting the church then saw it.. so weird la.

happy birthday to myself.

sometimes u will find yourself in an extremely familiar situation again. this time round, you don't want the bad things to happen again. and is impossible to guard against such situation.. you are jus battling against your feelings. your feelings are the hardest to get through. only a cold hearted person can do it. i can't. and that is THE problem.

its a bit worrying. perhaps depressing too. i know its extremely difficult but if u don't try nothing will happen. not even that glimmer of hope. but when it fails, the nightmare u had will come back to haunt you eventually. depression will set in.

however, one should look at the positive effects if the situation turns out well. WHO KNOWS that if we try harder, we can be very successful.

fear is holding me back. if only the heart can rightly see what is essential, yet it is the essential that is invisble to the eye.

i need a sign.

To change my destiny; my fate.