its been a pretty long time since i talked on the phone for at least half an hour..

and its pretty agonizing since isolation begins..

lost my confidence of speaking. haha.

WAit. it is a perfectly sweet verb. Because we go through process of how we feel only known to us and such feelings are unique.

to keep myself reserved means i am waiting for someone. someone whom i know it will be everlasting. its no use getting hurt. this led me into thinking of the word. reserved. truely simple yet it means much more. shy? reticent? yes. but reserved will soon be resounding. =)

mug hard dudes.

Today there was a very funny misunderstanding between me and niegl, my good pal in class. Apparently, he thought that i took MY MP3 and hid it somewhere(luckily i am not that chilidish). And he keep saying that i was lying. LOL! HIs reason was because i was so calm and not anxious at all. After a while, he finally realised that he all along kept it in his bag! LOL!
Sometimes i just admire myself. LOL. for being calm and composed in such a situation. Damn. i getting more matured liao especially in such situations. i am not self praising though. this led me into thinking who i'll marry. haha! but i know she hasn't come into my life or i haven't realise it yet.

Success.



To define success is really a chore. Success is perhaps one with the most varied definitions. Success in the Cambridge dictionary states having the desired results. Yes, i do agree with achieveing the desired results. But we think that different people have diffferent expectations. Success to me is means several things; fufilling my roles, leading a fantastic life and more importantly providing a better future for myself,my family(whether new or present).. Success is or paramount importance and an integral part of life.

and now for the body.. ( its erally a chore, so i am NOT planning to write)

finally i have grasp the key in understanding transformation.. now its all coming back to me.. muahaha! i think being slim have use.. make me think quicker.. haha! TO RULE the teachers who set the maths paper.. (note: maths and ECONS and the rest..) but then i haven't had enuf practice.. so i nt going to aim SO HIGH for maths.. yea.. physics die. haevnt touch..

AIm to be the best of myself. YEAH!

must mug hard! for my future! bright road ahead! OPTMISTIC!

19 days i tink... to promos.. MUG HARD!!

yea.. and i thought of a name for my calss jersey.. muahaha..

i decided to LINK after Sze Ming tagged me.. ok but i haven't fully linked everyone yet... I am planning to link everyone.. so need to take a while...

wa.. i woke up late todae.. because ytd i nvr do anything.. i told my parents ytd was a SLACK day..futhermore, there were many lives matches. RUGBY world cup(yea.. the ALL BLACKS), US open Semifinals(ROger Federer), Euro Soccer qualifiers(england vs israel).. wa.. so much sports programme.. how to study..

i totally admire the rugby players. they are very physical and fast.. even faster than the most of th soccer players...

and i shall go out to buy presents liao.. BB.

After watching the chinese movie, they are right about one thing. love cannot be treated like a 2 in 1 , 3 in 1 shampoo. many have misconception about love that it is something very convenient. but it is not.

it is all about finding the right person who will fit into the missing piece. It means that u will be able to live together nicely.

Always rmb about the theory of the Key And the Lock. Many Keys can fit into the Lock. but only one Can unlock it. i believe that everyone will ,one day, find their Key.

wahaha the hols are ending soon and yet i nvr do much.. wa die.. really die.. dumb dumb..
Well, in the world we can nvr always change to suit ppl. Cos there will be critics, be ourselves. This is the best approach. If we were to change then we will nvr be ourselves, then why do we have an identity then? identity bring us back to EARTH. WE are for who we are.

In life we will alwaes be judged. Who you are, your financial status, What you do, Where you live, Where are you studying, How you look and everything that can come into scruntiny. the world is a materialistic one. I cannot argue that ppl definitely has their own choices. but if we were to put aside such a perspective, will we live in a better world?

Certainly, i won't deny that i am such a person either. But after much enlightenment from my frenz, i think that wad is important is where you place and rank ur values. We need to decide on our set of values. It won't be difficult if we know.

Ok. i am a normal person leading a normal life. my looks are average. i live on a meagre or slightly below average income, live in a 2 room flat with savings that can last 10 years. I have a complete set of moral values.

Compared to I live a high end lifestyle. Earn loads of money. Great looks but i have a very bad set of life values. I can provide u with almost anything.

Who would u pick?

I decided that i wan to help PPL. and i need to strategise. I have a Dream: is to live a legacy of my own. BUt first i must score well, get good results. then i can help the rest. Wad the use if i can't help myself.

wa.. so sian the holidaes.. i forgot to go for my class cip today.. lols... must go watch movie la.. otherwise really very sians.. and my parents are going to be away to China later at 4am.. need to go out more often.. Isolation Kills me.. but sometimes we need to have some personal space to think bout some matters.

Sunday soccer. Oh gosh. sorry i can't go out to mug tml.=) i am sure u will do weell de..

Liverpool won 6-0.. muahaha.. Fantastic la.. superb. simply unstoppable. Torres is the RIGHT man. simply omg. and liverpool did it without Gerrard and CArragher. although i must admit that Derby is not a very good team.