hm.. i lost my keychain engraved wif my name.. the one wif the half of the heart.. lost.. i tot fate wants to put an end to everything... hmm.. how did i know.. it was fate who brought that keychain back into my hands again.. hai... wad does it all means? hmm..

life is like a race in formula one.. those who drive too hard and carelessly will veer off course.. there will be winners who run fast, perfectly smooth sailing.. there are cars who make pit stops to repir their cars and to refuel them.. i have stopped for very long .. in the pit lane.. the "lollipop" guy has changed his sign.. for me to go..

its time to show my calibre.. its a test of endurance and my meticulous way of doing things... one slight mistake might cause me to fail.. i will emulate the best of ppl... from fernando alonso(the youngest Grand Prix champion). Schumacher, Roger Federer, Tigr woods, michael jordan, to all of the most eminent sports figures and ppl who done exceptionally well like my family and teacehrs.. and to become the ultimate me.

有人说 时间可以让人忘记一些事情 　　甚至一些我们不想忘记的事情 　　我试着把很多很多的事挤到我心里面 　　没想到我的心变得更大了 　　装得满满的都是你 　　想念是可以让人越爱越深 　　那等待呢？

hmm.. i believe human is one of the weirdest creatures on earth.. sometimes its the best to think simple where simplicity leads to innocence which can't hurt you.. complicated matters lead to harder situations which u can't get back..

hmm.. sometimes its so diff to please ppl.. don't u realise when u do left , ppl wan right... when u do right, they wan left.. sometimes it too tiring to do all this.. sometimes its best to let others fill in ur roles if possible..

i also mean we can nvr do something alone.. wad we need is a team.. so that we can do things together.. if even a team cannot work together how can other perceive us as the creme of the corps..

further more like fofo said.. prefects r slacking.. yea..i feel that they don't have discipline in themselves.. not self-concious.. fortunately they are not uniform group..i believe most uniform groups are discipline.. like mine.. at least we make sure if something is wrong it is ammended(hard or soft approach).. u should see the camp... our teachers will make sure they r discipline..

still i tink values are not strong enuf in prefects.. thats y they can't deliver.. and they r nt working to the same goal.. or perhaps if we compare to autonomous schools.. they rarely have such problems.. we can nvr say they are smarter than us.. why simple things they can do it so efiicient and not us? re look at our values ba...

values are the most impt in a person.. wif values then they know how to differentiate..
sometimes its reeally bullshit.. its amazing how i do a duty for 1 prefect while she is talking to her frenz.. and she did not see ppl going off..i had to block them.. so if ppl thinks team leader is slacking lol.. think again.. fear to me is nth..its really to enforce the duties..

conclusion::: they lack the x factor...
w/o a good foundation one can nvr excel.. i only see people who can lead , model the way and hve strong values..

they say sec3s this year are the worst batch. i beg to differ.. sec3s u all should picked up ur bone and show wad u all r capable of.. u all have potential but u all are just too lazy and thinks it is too comfortable in ur own shell.. step out.. and prove ur worthiness..

hmm.. wow.. its been a long time since i updated.. well i guess i dun have time to blog... even now.. lolx... need to really take out my time to blog.. but then i have a very weird encounter...

weird encounter:
i was walking to it room for nite class... then when i opened the door... our eyes met.. i was e first one to break off... i guess.. this is the first time after so long it happened.. perhaps i dunno wad to do any more.. thre seems like a vacuum between us.. only the 2 of us looking.. unaware of wad was around us..

then i felt she looked at me and sometime later.. but i just turned away.. seems weird.. why would she wanna look at me.. hmm.. well.. not now.. later..

nite. tks to fifi who made me that "miracle water".. feeling better..