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Sunday, February 26, 2006

My gift to you is somewhat strange,

it's hidden and silent,

alone and unheard,

but it still lives beneath the darkened sun,

it's love and hope and joy and sight,

it's knowing what's right and wrong,

it cried for life,

and I heard it cry,

I've tried to lift its spirits high,

to let other people wonder of its glow,

its burn for eternal happiness,

our burn for eternal peace.

To give these it's hard,

to respect them it's harder,

I've watched others,

and seen them turn inside out,

lying through the pain of their gritted teeth,

do they know of love?

can they feel the hope?

have they ever cried silent tears?

I myself have cried those silent tears,

alone and scared and silent,

my pain was great,

my anger uncontrollable,

can you feel my hardship,

my hunger of exit to this world?

to have materials and possessions,

I could never have used,

but to have what I give,

perhaps I could have coped,

and that time would now be forgotten,

so now I give,

what I want in return,

I give the golden rule.

I've tried to lead others to peace as is I,

but for this you need their total trust,

and they would not risk it all,

so the act of good came to a stop,

and my hope was just left hanging,

now I still give,

and I do with all my heart,

I bring a gift to everyone,

to make sure I please the sun,

but after the deed I always feel loved,

and I realize once again,

"To give is to be born,

And to receive is to remember. "

I m born for a purpose.. and wif this i will live my life to the fullest..

2/26/2006 11:24:00 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

lol.. weird le.. now i know like w/o some1 seems so weird.. maybe we have already become good frens ba.. i m like a fish not inside my fish tank.. maybe i do need her afterall..

2/18/2006 10:45:00 PM

hmm.. i treat god sis and bro diff? hmm.. i treat them like real bros and sis.. only few of them.. and she is one of the few.. i want all of u to succeed.. in everything.. my attitude is indifferent to those maybe cos i m whipped by parents and brother a long time ago.. i juz do not want u all to suffer setbacks.. the tough way isn't nice.. i cannot do more.. i feel tired.. i m letting go of resposiblites le... it strains me..

2/18/2006 12:02:00 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

lol... the "monster" is unleashed..its devouring at an incredible rate.. whether ppl chooses to see this as positive or negative is up to them.. rmb fifi.. horoscope contains only 10% truth.. and 80% actions.. and 10 % luck.. the horoscope we read muz keep as a secret.. i m at 15% now for actions... i dun trust horoscopes but only divine fortune tellers.. and i believe the one in m'sia.. the oracle or the divine fortune teller.. i m out to prove the things he said.. the future he predicted for me when i was still young..adrenaline flowing back.. coursing through my veins now..

2/11/2006 11:23:00 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

lol... ytd was her bday.. lolx... hope she a happy bday.. and her years to come... aiming for excellence... nothing more.. i haven fulfill my potential yet.. i know there is still more.. i gonna force it out..unleash..til the moment i shall continue on my dreams.. my brother decided to treat me sushi buffet on my bday.. lol.. grown up liao.. going to take O's and maybe my bro going to get married.. haha.. but not so soon...maybe when i come out from my army? lol.. long la.. i juz wanna treasure moments b4 its too late..

2/06/2006 11:51:00 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

the fairytale.. has finally ended... woken up to senses... all those things have juz left a beautiful memories in the back of my brain.. its etched inside... haha.. excellent... now to continue my parent's dreams..

2/04/2006 11:34:00 AM