the best thing in life; is that u can control your own fate.
What some people deemed as impossible can actually be done.
thats really the most exciting part(:

What is even more exciting is when u make mistakes. Yes you will feel on the verge of breaking apart, but at least you know that you' wont do it again and learn your mistakes well.

In life, there are always different types of people; from those who really gets on your nerves and to those who are exceptionally sweet.

some might think u are pampered and quite a lucky person. But they won't know the fact that what u have been through is much more than them so that you look life in a very different way.

Adversity quotient. Some of you guys might not heard it before(even if your standard of english is very good, it exists). but it measures your ability to bounce back from failure.

lucky for me i was born into a family which often quarrels alot but settle things very maturely.
this has brought me up to what i am today. someone who has strong values. but sometimes it is very disappointing to see people with different sort of values. But this is life. all kinds of people exist. (:

HEre is something i found on the NET:


Today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperments and narrower points of view.We spend more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses, but smaller families. We have more compromises, but less time.

We have more knowledge, but less judgement. We have more medicines, but less health.We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much.

We reached the moon and came back, but we find it troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors. We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space.We have higher income, but less morals…

These are times with more liberty, but less joy… With much more food, but less nutrition…These are days in which two salaries come home, but divorces increase. These are times of finer houses, but more broken homes.

That’s why I propose that as of today -- You do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that you live is a special occasion.

Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to the needs. Pass more time with your family, eat your favorite food, visit the place you love. Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment; it isn’t only survival.

Use your crystal goblets. Do not save your best perfume… use it every time you feel you want it. Take out from your vocabulary phrases like, “one of these days” and “someday”. Let’s write that letter we thought of writing “one of these days…”

Let’s tell our families and friends how much we love them. Never pass up a chance at adding laughter and joy to your life. Every day, hour, and minute are special… Because you never know if it will be your last…


If you’re too busy to take some minutes to share this message with someone you love, and you tell yourself that you will share it “one of these days”… “one of these days” can be very far away, and you may not be there to see it…

today i was sick. and i missed the tennis game. awsn't feeling well in the morning.

but i felt better in the evenning when i went for the BBQ.

and FIFI. i blew away all the rain clouds. i think i should become a weatherman. seriously, good at predicting weather. maybe its intuition. or simply luck(:

and i am hungry. not enough food. argh but lets think for others ba.

and i want to thank the big man up there(literally) and the big man up there knows why.(:

gonna cook food to satisfy my hunger liao.(:

Today has been a pretty long day.

started out with maths(stats) and i think i done pretty badly.
after that i played soccer for 3 hours and i am now burnt.=( my throat hurts.
My maths teacher cast me a furtive glance; seemingly like i have disappointed him. (dead) No more A's for me. hais.
and after that i went home hoping to sleep. which i not sure i have fallen asleep.
then i went to find the west guys to watch kungfu panda. pretty entertaining but sometimes u just feel that it is not enough.

and Now is 125AM and 7 hours later i will be playing tennis. my god. how my life revolves around sports. and after that is swimming then to my class BBQ. what a fun packed day. and i am not feeling weell. Lols. guess sunday will be my REST DAY. those who wan2 jio me out on sunday(like play mahjong or whatever), ps.

and i do think i have a pair of lucky hands. how lucky it will be can only be determine by what is in the future. forget about the past, look into the future and treasure today's gift for what is today is our present. =)

damn i can't eat BBQ FOOD again.( i didn't eat much for odac's and tml oso)

and today RJ and me had a talk with our CCA teacher. He asked me to teach him ow not to be sad. Cause he says he nvr see me sad b4. andeverytimehelooksatme,hesayshefeelhappy. =)

lols. today is WEDNESDAY. and 2 more days to end of the exams . so far so good(or that is what i think)

MAths: forgot to do some questions or i think i didn't have enough time
ECONS: haha. lets say it pretty sucked.
Chemistry: i felt it was okae. but i not sure though. might have careless mistakes.

tml: physics(weird i havent finished revision but i am not panicking)
friday maths stats paper: i havent read yet. uh-oh!

dunno whether i will achieve my targets though. hope so!(:

haha. today maths. cannot say good or not good. i think it was pretty disappointing ba. i never managed to finish. and I BANKED on paper 1 and not on PAPER2. ARGH! the most pissed off thing is maclaurin's. DAMN i skipped the whole question should have use the part i ans to answer the rest of the questions. 8 marks. WTH. i couldn't finish vectors. and i think my summation is wrong too( the converging)

then the rest.. it was okae. pray i dont have careless mistakes.

TML is ECONS. i am G_G. lols. studying physics now. LOLS. i am really intent on my Econs to be h1. LOL. yeah. physics more impt. AN A IS IMPT! i can't lose maths. if i don't get an A for maths, i can't get any A's. its suppose to be my strongest subject.

Target for MId years:

• maths: A
• Physics: A
• CHem: high B, best to get an A
• econs: D or E
• GP: C

lets pray! =) good luck for exams and tata!

left 2 days of revision time let me see what i have not completed.

Maths: stats( this one memorise can le)

ECONS: everything- i am going to spot for topics though. and it is case study. although it is impt but still the most one question's mark is 7 marks. WHAT SAY YOU!.=)

PHYSICS: left with WAVES , oscilllations and super position

Chemistry: < half of organic chem(thats all omg) before i sleep i will read some more lo. at least rmb all the equations.and PERIODIC TABLE. damn. lols. but lucky is mcq.

argh. damn. i am damn bored. doodling with my revision at snail's pace. i am supposed to finished physical chem by todae. yet i am really not prioritising. maybe i should just shut my brain off the distractions. tml is definitely physics. yeah. can't postpone.!

(: wish me luck in adventure race with the J1s.(me, zheng xiang,yanying and weesiong). i think zheng xiang and wee siong i think look alike. lol. hope i don't disappoint them. this is my last race as j2 i think. hopes of a medal!=) but participation is good enough. the j1s still remember me is good enough! =)

today soccer. was pretty exciting. first time me and mervin played in different teams. lols.
the start wasn't exactly that great. we were losing 5-1 at a point before i decided to really step up my effort.

we played first to 7 goals. and in the end we won 7-5. (:

need to mug hard le.. (: cya!

hmm. SOmetimes its pretty sad to see your only sibling go on to live in a house of his/her own. Becuase ur life will certainly get duller. OH NO!

i missed the fact that me and my brotehr often argued with each other and it usually leads to both our parents being involved. Also playing wrestling with each other from young. LOL!
he taught me a lot of things and i learnt it well(i hope). i am sure he will go on to have a fantastic life now that he won't come back here anymore(not that he died or what touchwood!!). Yup. a bit sad le to see him go. lols. i guessed my life is again moving very rapidly.

lols. time to focus on the next challenge- the A's.

i guess i shouldn't be that angry ba over soccer.

but still....

anws. i think i my list of what my girl will be should add one more criteria.(no loud loud gals, seriously i don't know how to explain, but usually if u are loud and vulgarities often spewed out from ur mouth, you are ain't my type)

peaceful,TLC

=) ciao.

went bbq today and it was okae la. not too bad. didn't eat too much too because of stomache and sorethroat.

but the soccer game sucks. the opponents practically didn't have respect for us la. and all they talk is about fighting.(its so %^#&^%#&) and the thing i pissed off the most is the goal(a legitimate one) was cancelled. LOL! i think they have the brains of the chicken i saw in discovery channel. i still ask them whether is it okae to start. LOL! i guessed they never see henry score a quick freekick before? ( plus furthermore i did ask them) what a bunch of $#$%#&!!!

i did missed a very good chance that came from shaam.(kudos to him) AND my goal was a stunner from half way line.damn.

and they can ram our side and we can't( because we have to apologise to them) WHAT THE HELL!(they also hit the girls from our side ma)

I OFFICALLY DECLARE MYSELF NOT TO PLAY SOCCER WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEM!(just because they can't stand to lose)

but i think our team not bad le. first time playing and yet still can gel! good job guys!

=) and =(

i am back! i guesssed i missed quite alot(soccer, chalet, mugging)

but overall it was somewhat enjoyable. Genting highlands is boring! i coudn't enter the casino! sucks but i won prizes in the arcade. yeah 2 mugs. (pretty nicee but i dunno who to give)

visited my brother at One World. nice hotel(5 stars) but the pictureas are in my phone. lazy to upload. sians.

tata!

going off to msia tml. might be coming back on monday or tues. hais.

so to those that want to contact me(or say really miss me(: ) contact via email? msn? or perhaps thruogh heart. i don't think my phone has auto roaming. but we'll seee once i get there. :)

i am bored to the max. i guess one of the reasons is my whole family is abroad and i have to be independent. cooking my own fried rice meal and other meals. NOW i realised how much i missed my mum's home cooked food. they'll be back tml. thank god.

and of course the hols are meant for muggging and i think i improved my capacity to study by doing little by little over the days hopefully by end of the week i can study lots at one time.

staying at home makes me wonder what am i missing in my life. it is when u really think about such stuffs when u are bored but u dunno what is it and it really is excruciatingly painful.

Do i have a perfect life?--nah. just how you look at life determines the satisfaction in life.

i don't know what i miss. i think is the lack of sports. lack of family. lack of friends. lack of???
Its strange how people don't treasure what they have and once the things leave them, they feel lost, only to understand they should have treasured the past.
I don't know what i miss, but maybe if something came into my life and it left, i know what i miss. In a nutshell, i don't have a particularly strong feeling for something yet, something i don't understand why. have i lost my touch? angels, send me a signal(a strong one) for me to confirm my feelings. tks! =)

today i am very pleased to say the mervin-weijie partnership has advanced to the next level. its pretty entertaining. slick passes, beautiful one-twos and of course the goals.we combined to score 80-90% of the goals and maybe 100% assists.

but the best thing is to receive the Awes and praises from fellow team mates like jing han etc.thought he was a cold guy, guess i changed my opinion.

i passed the balls well but i miss some of the easier chances. eww. sad. but overall today was a fantastic performance; winning all the matches.

I HAVENT MUG YET.damn. went to jeremy's house and played CS and watched Harry potter.oh my gAWD!! tml will be a fun mugging session i hope. lols. of course got nigel ma.