When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Living alone
I think of all the friends
I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure...
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
OhAll by myself
Don't wanna live
And never, never, never
Needed anyone

its been pretty long since i blogged.

i wanted to post my baby photos on the blog but it is too troublesome, so i decided to wait til i have more time to do so. and it will be a treat.=)

Report on my Prelims:

GP compo was okay. but i think i screwed up on my compre. die.

Econs: oh my. don't want to talk about it. but i doubt i will fail too much. lol!=)


Today is teacher's day. Let me wish alll the teachers a happy teacher's day!=)

the teacher's day celebration was pretty cool=) with the cast from 12 lotus coming to my school to sing.=) celebrated with the teachers(odac).
i went to jeremy's house today. i can't stress that his house is extremely comfortable.
and i played bball and badminton on the tennis court. pretty uncomfortable with the wind conditions.

I promised myself i will fufil my dream. my legacy. i don't want to lead a life that is unproductive and is a waste of my time. We exist for a purpose.My purpose is that i want to challenge myself continuously; to be better. I don't want to be an underacheiver in life. Serve Grow Excel.

Its coming. i feel it. that feeling. the unexplainable one. =)

sometimes it is difficult to balance so much things, even if u are phelps.

guess. this will be cleared up on wednesday.

actually i have alot of things to pen down. but due to time constraints, i shall cut short.

The olympics have started and i have been catching most of the swimming action to see michael phelps. I bet he is on everyone's lips although we should also give credit to rising stars such as Korean 19 year old guy gold olympic medallist. BUt Phelps is ineed phenomenal. just look at him go.! woah. superb!

and sunday i went to play soccer with my secondary school mates. and woah. perhaps i have been into my own world such that i have inspired victories over others. but the thing is i ran too too much. now my body is aching.

i am sad. because i might miss teacher's day celebrations because of an appointment with a doctor.

ARGH!!!!

i am bored i don't know what to do. sometimes i am lost.

when u grow older. you will feel lonier. don't know why:(

argh. must start studying today was unproductive.VERY.

DEstiny or CHoice?

if life is simply govern by one, we will either lead a very exciting life or live in conformity.

NOw i have 2 ROOMS! omg. thats preetty bad depending on how you look at it.

MY notes have officially gone out of control spreading to my 2nd room! in order to contain it, i should have quarantine it in the smaller room. BUt my heart is itchy(xing yang yang). so i can sleep in both rooms. talk about life! lol! and i think i am running out of time!!

My future wife will hinge on how capable she can help to keep me organise. omg! lols. imagine 2 messy persons. i wouldn't want to think about that. it will take more than a rocket scientist to complete this equation(:

I LOVE LIFE...! an optimist sees the Sun behind the clouds. A pessimist sees the clouds.

Sometimes i guess the influence of friends is too powerful; it may be positive but it may not always be positive.

THe thing that i don't like is actually how friends like to talk about "unnecessary stuffs". I feel that it is okay unless a matter is brought to far. And some matters concerning me is threading on a thin line.

Being an amiable person, i don't wish to see acquantainces being disconnected from me just because of some "unnecessary stuffs". i mean its pretty sad to lose classmates just because of something which is untrue. IN my opinion, i put aside such thoughts to focus on what is more important. HOwever, it still looks bad on a person as such "unnecessary stuffs" reflects somewhat of the person's character. IF one is astute enough, he or she would be able to discern such "unnecessary stuffs". More importantly, one must learn to draw a line between reality and and the other side of life.

FOnts are bigger as requested by some loyal readers. its not good to squint your eyes on a pontentially harmful object(:

so. tata.! all the best for revision.!

Girls..

Perhaps one of the reasons females and males were created is because they were meant to love.
However, we often trapped in emotions and supsicion such that love is so complicated. Long has gone the times when we can propose our love freely to another without thinking too much. NOw, we will be thinking on the consequences of a relationship and the saddening part of a failed relationship. PErhaps thats why some of us aren't willing to have a relationship because you don't reap what you sow. Even at 18, love cannot be freely expressed.

Strangely, it is love that allows us to express ourselves- our emotions, our actions. WIthout love, the world would't revolve anymore. IT is love that that binds relationship together and make broken glasses mend. Love in a family allows us to show our love, care and concern to our family. This allows us to express ourselves better. This is true even when we are still a toddler. A toddler smiles when someone showers him love and concern. And when he needs something he just crys. How simple a toddler can think. A troubled soul would often wish for such simplicity. IF only the world is so simple, there would not be so many problems. LOve at its simplest.

Sometimes, you just cant bear to see how love is being misinterpreted such that it is under the guise of physical contact.Many love-love to have physical contact. it is true that physical contact is important in a relationship. HOwever, an overdosage of this will eventually kill the relationship. This is perhaps of the misconcevied notion of love that is propagated by Mass media. NOw, many have virtually access to many different kinds of information via the internet. this results in dilution of culture- different perspectives of love. A sad yet true side of reality- that everything is more intricate than ever before.

Something as intangible as love is perhaps the best when it is still young and simple. A besotted woman can never hold onto the man she loves. Love might have created a whirlind of emotions inside her but love is and will still remain as one of the best solutions to cure people with chronic diseases.(:


helped my brother to move his table to his new house today.
then took an mrt back
weekend-nth productive.):