my muscles are aching from skipping but i have to keep jumping.

Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back.
Maybe, you have to let go of who you wereto become who you will be.

When i can finally Face the truth, i will disclose it to the most impt person in my life, then my good friends. but for now. LEt me bear the Immense wieght of the Truth first.

Will do can do sure to achieve. =)

Wa! UZAp rocks to the max. i used it while i was doing my work! lols. haha..

If material wealth is so impt, then call me a retard.

It would seem perfectly all right to believe what you think is right. BUt what people think are usually skin deep and lack depth. THis is a generalisation and often people generalise. That is a pity.

Forget about the pain and look forward to a brighter future.

Truth hurts but it is the reality. Let us be spurred on by the truth.

today was an emotional affair.

i wouldn't have been here- existed and blogging, still alive talking to anyone- if not for my parents. They are the greatest and i know how hard it is for them to bring me up and provide me with the things i need.

People often say crying is for weak people but sometimes one needs to be strong enough to release the emotions held inside them. One such release of emotions would be crying. How then can people say they are weak? IT takes a whole lot of courage just to do that especially if you are a man. People laugh when they see a man crying but they don't know that deep down how much pain and emotional hurt he has endured. I am strong but i can't deny that i am weak either.

The most fortunate guy in the universe would be me, merely just by existing in the world.

i won't do dumb things and disappoint them.

lol.. dunno why i feel a sudden happiness and sadness. hahaa.. =)

wonder what is that feeling? so strange.. maybe i should grow thinner.. =)

today AJ tennis was extremely disappointed. but the AJ girls team won RJ 1-0. of course we need to congratulate them on their fine performance. i still don't know the AJ guys team though.

but i think AJ tennis can still qualify but they need to work even harder. jia yous

i cannot comprehend my feelings. i don't understand why. guess i 'll have to smile more.=)

i lost my smile

can someone help me find it? or find it together with me=)

i wonder when people tell u next time..will there really be one?-- i hope so.

i guess everyone is changing le ba.. who cares about the old times spent together?

What Loh Weijie Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

hmm.. ytd was a very sad day. i didn't manage to clock in my fastest timing for 400m. and this time.. we didn't get top 3.. although we were very fast. we clock in less than 4:18.. but still it was not enuf.. because the top team is 4:08.. 10 seconds is just too much for me to take.=(

=) and =(

=( first. i have ben training for my 400m run intensively for the past week, thus causing my feet to ache. i think i also haven't been wearing the correct shoes such that it causes my feet to slide in the shoes. blisters. bruised toes. but its for tml 4x400 race. so i need to rest my legs.

=) my tennis skills are improving. although my serve isn't that well. my forehand has produced some wicked shots. my slice is also not that bad. but i still prefer to use my back hand. i guess i need to change my tactics. should position myself in a forehand position because my success rate for forehand is higher. but if my backhand can get pass the net, it is usually unsavable. =)

today i am very satisfied wif myself. i went and do SDL Physical Training with CHOng SHUo, my classmate. and i practise my 400 M .. which i only ran 300++M for 57 seconds. good job!

Now i contemplating whether i should control my speed or just unleash everything.. hmm.. controlling speed is good but it requires thinking work and have to assume alot of things. its pretty cool la.. but to unleash everything is rather dumb. cos i might not have enuf energy to sprint the last 100m. and i want to either catch up or protect my lead.

i need to ttrain tml.. maybe during odac session.. i want to get the fastest timing!!
i want to clinch the gold. 4 x400 inter pdg relay.

last year my team lost all because of me. this year i am much more experienced.

nigel will help to pace me tml.. i think it will be a fruitful one. i am counting on him.

I AM NOT TIRED!! pyscho my self.tml i will try.. but now my temperature is running high again..