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Thursday, June 30, 2005

talk cock? l0lz..tell me wad should a guy do when suddenly a guy treats him ultra special nice... tell me... how m i suppose to know? i dunno wad to say.. wad do u tink a guy will naturally say? and if u dunno everything
DO u not know u have driven me to the end..?
juz take the flooblebox for an example..
i sms u and told u i was back... and yet u wrote there i ignore u... and u got the msg...
tell me wad msg was in there?
tell me wad should i do... isn't smsing u not enuf...
when u asked me to call u, i called u...
tell me do u know that i have been doing things for u more than my normal frenz..
Critizicisms...
if ppl take it negatively ppl will nvr succeed in life..
wads is this all about?
tell me..
if
someone criticize u
and u wanna die..
wads this
u tell me u r giving up
wads is life
life is something u can do and will succeed regardless of any criticizims
yr life is yr own
obviously u will encounter setbacks..
do i have no setbacks?
dun be lame who dun have setbacks...
my family dun really treat me nice ma... wad can i do?
avoid them and hide for the rest of yr life arh?
siao bo
all i can do is to laugh at myself..
and the truth is out there..
if u left it hangin there, its ok..
ok for me... i dunno wad bout u...
sensitive? wad issit all bout?
hmm?
in e world... there r ppl out there..
i experienced this stuff longer than u all..
i started eearly and now is still going on..
M i expected to commit sucide?
if i had, i have been 88 times liao..
life is a game.. i wanna win it..
l0l

6/30/2005 04:58:00 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

haix.. sianz.. first dae of school.. not bad la.. maths teacher talk crap.. then chem teacher give us time to slack around... afternoon met mentor.. in school.. heis crazy... wanna treat my grp eat dinner.. sae muz be better than mac donald food wan.. at least restaurant... l0lz.. crazy... he everytime treat food wan.. so shiok.. wa.....
after dat, i got my uniform lost.. wth... i ran ma.. didn't know my bag opened... hell... fortunately got ppl picked up my uniform and left it at the lamp post.. wahahaha.... thanx to that person... my dad picked up..
Whats in my mind now:
youth for causes (i wanna hit $30000)
Studies (7 Als)
ndp (well, u know..)
and lastly
u know? someone...? yea right.. someone...? its juz someone.. well obviously its a gal... can't be a boy right... arh.. hate myself for thinking.... Grrr!!
my fren looks kewl wif her hair cut short.. hahahaahaha... wanna laugh... k la.. i dun be so bad.. looks pretty cool la.. short hair good ma.. l0lz.. u will definitely read my blog wan.. i m sure.. gimme a call when u read k? l0lz..
i make fun lots of ppl today.... 10 down.. 990 to go.. haha... jk..
yfc now got red tape lor.. so dumb.. *censored* l0lz.. jk.. joking! yfc = youth for causes..
my fren hp spoil le... haix... l0lz... pretty obvious who izzit...?? nah... u all guess sure won't guess wan lor... esp the durian keep guessing... also cannot guess... alwaes u all first person u all say is sl but is not her lor... tink she one of grand nieces.. i tink.. cos like so many ppl lor...how to know who is who.. ai ya.. lazy to tink..
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wanna sleeepp but still got hw.. nvm.. i tink i go sleep first.. slept for a few hrs only yesterdae.. Grr!! sleepy mood..
haha.. dunno y hor.. tink bout wad fifi sae hor.. "wei jie arh. if he likes some one hor means his studies sure drop.." hahahaha.. dunno y i keep laughing... cos i like no one leh.. hehe.. then i know i only need to do 1 thing... 1 word.. u know wad izzit? scroll down and see
a hokkien word i tink...
CHIONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6/27/2005 04:44:00 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

the coffee bean incident..
l0lz... got tis very strong feeling the ppl r very good towards me for no reasons.. esp that gal behind the counter.. dunno y... all of a sudden acting very strange..
coffee bean rox.. esp The Ultimate and white chocolate dream!!! sweet ! nice..



suppose to swim todae.. but nvr.. instead played monopoly... lost my luck.. lost to him.. he gobble my money... haiz.. he very lucky... i keep walking to his properties.. he nvr walked into mine.. grr.. nvm...

tml i'll tell a story if possible.. very nice and lame..

6/22/2005 07:45:00 PM


Dun use words to provoke me or try make me feel bad.. sometimes being good fren can liaoz ma.. i treat everyone as good fren..
u can say i m an idiot or childish or i nvr appreciate wad u done.. but best frens r not like this... they r suppose to be connected in a way.. a connection... most of my scouts r my best frenz... see how much we been through.. sleep together.. bathe together.. play together.. work hard... talk crap together..when we do something we know wad is in our hearts.. this is wad i call best frens... u can't simply expect ppl to be yr best fren... yes it needs effort.. but to be best fren u also need that connection.. that special one..
like god brother or sisters... telll me if ppl have so much of them.. and they dun have that special connection... wad is it about? or maybe u juz wan ppl to feel haapppy?
maybe for god bro and sis u can call them aNyhow..but for me if i wanna have frenships.. best frens r nvr gonna form like this.. hearts muz be linked as one.. worked as one..
can u go anywhere and tell or imply to ppl tt u r my best frem?..
good frenz--- yes, best fren--- c tt if there is a special connection...
best fren dun need to tell ppl that * who-who* is he or she their best fren.. your hearts will already know..


forget it...

6/22/2005 10:02:00 AM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

hahaa.. weird**.. i dun understand y ppl likes to have many brothers and sis.. l0lz.. weird.. i dun really understand maybe i m still childish... maybe... wierd.. hmmm... any reeasonS?? forget it... when i help ppl my situation gets worser, i rather put my hands close to my self then.. its stupid when u help ppl and get evil in return... how weird..

6/21/2005 01:58:00 PM


l0lz.. generally scouts meeting was ok yesterdae... dunno y todae stomache ache.. i can now rest in peace cos inter cca soccer have chance liao.. the sec 1 scouts all not bad.. play lan yesterdae morning.. kewl.. turn noob though.. later do exercise and my homework..

6/21/2005 10:34:00 AM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

i wanna go wif my princess in white around the whole world.. my dream.. l0lz.. kewl.. i wannna travel...

6/18/2005 11:19:00 PM


wow.. finally back.. from china.. had my "operation".. l0lz.. wads this operation about? hmmm... weird... operation to inject happiness and life back to my veins.. worked though.. now i m crazy wif life... muahahaha...
saturday to tuesday--- began my journey to china.. first place was bei jing.. capital of china.. shop til i drop was like the motto.. actually not so much to shop la.. boys shop for wad? l0lz.. only see chio bu la.. joking! hmm... seriously.. the ppl in china value their customers alot.. they sell shirt at 120 rmb.. then i walked away and they say 30 rmb.. (rmb = ren min bi = china currency)(5 rmb = 1 sing dollar) kewl... i so childish bought an ufo that can fly 4 stories plus high.. but it is cool..
tuesday to saturday--- went to guangzhou.. kewl.. wholesale prices damn cheap.... everyone maybe less than a sing dollars.. very competitive... bought many thinggs... spent more than 5 k sing dollars.. muahahahahaha.. M i crazy? l0lz..
china ppl r fierce.. they anyhow drive.. they dun give a damn where they drive.. they juz ignore the traffic rules... kewl... i wonder how many car accidents do they have..

fantastic memories:
visit to tian an men.. the wall wif mao ze dong pic.. so kuku.. y nvr put my pic? lolz..
go to mings tomb.. where the 13 emperors r buried.. actually 16 but i dun wanna go on.. will take 4eva..
saw a 30 plus old man passing motion in a cubicle without closing the door.. l0lz.. weird.
go great wall and climbed it..
saw some1 tt looks like some1? haha..
bought some kewl stuffs..


if u wanna know more bout china or my experiences call me or sms me.. i lazy to write it all down in my blog... tired u know? and my eyes r sore from? l0lz.. hahahaahahahha..

6/18/2005 10:43:00 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

hiax... wtf the scouts camp.. alwaes like this wan... first dae more than 200 pumpings.. hand crack liaoz..
the "fishing" sec 1s and some sec 2s keep getting us into trouble.. knn... make us do so much... my arm "fishing" pain lor... then sec 1 still quite noob.. but got potential.. my leg and arm cannot even move.. let alone walk..n i wonder how i go overseas man.. or maybe i juz stay at the hotel sleep.. joel me jeremy lin ruey and ah ma(extra..haha..) talk crap in the night..
actually hor got one secret everyone other than my patrol and pls know only.. me and ah ma walk all e way inside some dark factories.. then at somewhere we borrowed money to pay bus trip.. we saw jeremy grp walking too..
Scout camp was fun!.. the sec 3's love tekan.. haha... crazy wan.. shiet.. still owe mr tan 600 pumpings.. l0lz.. y so lame arh.. he keep saying pl wad pl wad... knn.. but sec 1 performance not bad..
my arms and legs aching... cannnot walk properly.. then i do sentry duty,, i tink lin ruey dozed off.. i went walking around myself.. haha.. slept only bout 2 hrs plus.. then 245 am wake up do physical training..crazy rite? do until 310 am.. then go back sleep.. lame lehz.. then i do sentry liao.. no sleep for me.. haix.. but could only think of a person wherever i was.. haix.. but not strong liaoz.. maybe its beginning to fade... maybe it really the time not to fall in love...

6/10/2005 06:38:00 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

hiax.. actually i put out the lyrics of youshould let me love you by mario.. but it disappear for no reasons.. l0lx.. and i dun wanna put the lyrics down le..
anyway those who read my blog frequently.. yoou should find that i edited my last post... cos some1 else have that entry too.. and since the person already has its no need for me to have the story.. going camp tml after that.. overseas for my operation..

6/08/2005 08:33:00 AM

Monday, June 06, 2005

haix..bored... really wanna do something interesting..


One day, a one dollar bill and a hundred dollar bill got folded together and began talking about their life experiences.
The hundred dollar bill began to brag:
"I've had a great life," he said. "I've been to all the big hotels, Donald Trump himself used me at his casino, I've been in the wallets of Fortune 500 board members, I've flown from one end of the country to the other! I've even been in the wallet of two Presidents of the United States, and once when Princess Diana visited the US, she used me to buy a packet of gum."
In awe, the dollar humbly responded, "Gee, nothing like that has ever happened to me, ...but I have been to church a lot!"


Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that I am true and true
Can you love me with my imperfections?
Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?
Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?
Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?
Can you ever love me for me?

6/06/2005 03:03:00 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

haix.. very tired... after one wholde day of marching... so pissed off wif them.. they r unreasonable.... alwaes.. and some scouts r very guai lan.. from other skools.. so pissed off.. they cannot grow up.. so immatured.. lo0lz.. like i matured liddat.. dot.. anyway the mouse cursor cool rite? l0lz.. a hidden name for everyone to guess.. l00lz.. hmmm.. strange.. isn't him her honey? lolz.. my mind muz be going crazy..
haha.. so sianz.. holidaes aren't holidaes anymore.. more like nightmares.. l0lz... haix.. wish i could see her for the last time.. l0lz.. i not going to die.. b4 i go overseas.. lamers rulz! ----> ???????? lolz...
cya!

6/04/2005 10:42:00 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

hi ppl.. i change my blog not because i like changing it.. but cos my fren sae he can't view my blog.. so i change into something nicer and better.. so i hope everyone can see my new blog.. lolz... hmm... strange world? fairy tales exists? haha.. juz realised she got stead ba.. sad.. l0lz.. but nah.. juz realised it isn't impt any longer.. priorities have changed.. haha.. anyway.. to ppl out there.. dun scold vulgarities loudly in public places.. esp in cckss fitness corner.. i can hear it from my hse.. l0lz.. strange...

6/03/2005 02:22:00 PM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

i guess i have to amputate my arm.. i still can't fully use my left arm... though abit of the numbness has been restored... but still can't function properly.. argh... then todae have to miss my ndp training.... Grrr.. haha... byes..

6/01/2005 10:35:00 AM