i would like to thank everyone who is worried or has tried to help to pull us back closer.

thank you.

OUr friendship might be threading on very thin ice now. but i believe that it will still remain strong since it takes two hands to clap. To clarify matters, i was pissed off at my last blog entry.(notice the 'at', its not 'in') it has created a furore and many people might be worried that i have lost my balls and becoming emotionally unstable which I might be a potential hazard to the society if i am not stopped immediately. BUT i am not. relax. A blog is supposed to be an online diary. I penned down my thoughts which might caarrry negative emotions but i certainly won't react in such ways. This blog is for me to read when i am older. (:

trust me. i am old enough to know what i am doing. i seriously wont do very childish things.(:
i know when to forgive and forget. its just that me and nigel havent spent some time together only. its not that i don't want to spend the time, i am really busy at times such that i won't reply smses when i am working.

went overnight cycling on sunday. it was pretty exhausting since i gripped my hand bars too hard which now ached like mad. furthermore, i had a close shave with death. okay. Not exactly close but still. Slammed myself against the BUs stop advertisement post and got hurt. Fortunately,(thank god) i swerved to the pavement and not on the road. for all you know, you'll be praying respects to me. haha. guess i am a lucky person. Escaped with cuts. but this is the life i want. excitement treading on fine lines. i don't want a mundane life its all too boring.

supposedly badminton. but i guessed when we r free ba. nto alwaes that free.(:

had chalet the previous day. ok wasn't entirely boring. but it brings back memories.

the chalet wasn't that bad although the facilities really was quite bad. played bridge, had bbq and played lan. oh my i sucked. my friends too pro le.only managed a few kills. afterall, they are wcgs de. how can i compete.


and the most interesting part is i have a soccer match with some Singapore Poly ppl, they called it a challenge for our friend who is in love with another girl. well, at least our friend do have a opportunity. I guessed my opportunity is lost.

the memory that i would wish to re live would be the times during sec 3 and sec 4. certainly the more memorable ones and not those which were hazardous. yeah. its during the time when we were more carefree. more happy. i like it best when during rainy days in sec3 when i arrive early for school. the weather. the ambience is definitely somthing i would want again in my life. whether it could happen depends solely on the decision you make. yeah. that is life.

Sec 3 and 4 was also when i enjoyed soccer with my friends in our school compound. and the night lessons. interesting. physics lessons were the best. yeah because my teacher was a good one. well, maths was interesting as everyone has to be on our toes. certainly this type of memories can only be shared within the class. the class. wonder how everyone is doing right now? i presume all will be doing well, meeting challenges and coping with life.

the seeds have been sown, whether it germinates depends on the conditions. Or perhaps it has been thrown or given away to other who needs it more. BUt such seeds are not easy to gather. Let fate decide.=)

wow. everywhere is giving discounts. wow. bought a new singlet. 40% discount. so not too bad. yeah i must agree that adidas singlet lacked creativity. that is the reason why i bought other brands. lol.

and i borrowed some books from the library which is amazing, considered the fact that i am pretty lazy to go to anywhere.

soccer on saturday was not too bad. but i realised to be a complete player one needs to defend as well as attack.

badminton is a fun game because it requires you not only to be fit but also acutely aware of ur surroundings and to play to your strengths. My strength: well i don't have an exact strength but i do make my opponents work hard to earn their points. you'll understand if you play with me. SOMetimes you would wish that you can play against yourself to know how you fare. certainly, this is impossible. but i wish next time there would be a technology to allow urself to pit against urself. lol. sounds so weird.

chalet soon.

thurs i played badminton with my 2 very good sec school friends, jeremy and fitrina. yeah. some friendship bonding games. After that westmall for lunch. and went to jem's house to watch movies. BUt i dozed off in his room. HIs house is a good place for sleeping.. They were watching evolution. well, at least i caught the butt part. lol. then his dad treated us to 4 large pizzas. too full. i only managed 6.5 slices. too much!! getting fatter lol!!

and very amazed that the day after badminton, my arm wasn't tired. which means is today, pardon me for misleading ppl. i guessed i didn't stretched that much or my arm strength have improved slightly. and i went to gym today for half an hour. i did light stretching because i realised my chin up is very poor now. need to exercise more.

soccer tml. and my parents asked me to swim with jeremy. yeah. he can train me. he so zai in swimming. bb! and take care.

they say best friends don't need an explanation, while those who need an explanation aren't your best friends. somehow this might be true.

i am pretty sad because people in the world can be myopic about stuffs.
this is the time when your mind begins to ask a lot of questions.

it is strange that in this world fufilling roles can mean a lot of diffferent things. Maybe as a son, i can either provide my parents with financial support or even better talk to them and provide a sense of comfortness in the home. A friend role is also important in ppl's life. but i guess, sometimes, friends can be quite dumb. should not talk about such stuffs.especially those that i would want to forget. wow what an unforgettable week.

hope jocelyn is having loads of fun in msia now. lol. afterall she is back in her hometown. jopw u catch up with shaam!(you'll know what i mean)

patience is an important virtue. it is impt to keep your mind thinking in the correct way when u face pressure. who says i don't face pressure. i am constantly in pressure but i know how to deal with it. i guess it is most impt to know what u want to say and what you are saying in times of intense pressure.

i realise how much i have grown over the past few years. looking back at my posts at the start of my blog, i realised that if such a thing were to happened to me i would have easily spewed vulgarities. haha. this is a passive skill i guess. look at the older weijie. (=. i am made this way, i can't change. but i will certainly grow stronger.=) with lots of love i hope from my family.

today was a very tiring day.

first i woke up to participate in an adventure race organised by Zheng Hua sports coucil. it was their first race. initially i thought its okay ba. then my team mates started chiong-ing and i realised i cannot cope with it.i guess i am rather unfit or lately i have been exercising too much.
the first activity was kayaking, the 2nd one was trail running and the last one was cycling.

for kayaking, i can't kayak that much. don't know why. i think i am so unfit liao. but as the race progresses, i feel i am in a better shape to run..maybe i am ineffective in the morning. but we caught up with alot of teams. haha. then to the biking part- bukit timah nature reserve to zheng hua secondary. MY territory. LOL! we rode super fast. well, tahts because i know a short cut.

my team mates were brilliant. ming han's fitness has reached an unprecedented level and he let us breeze past our first game station . Zheng Xiang was good in five stones- the 2nd station. Wee siong was good in encouragement.

anws, our team won 1st and got $150 ADIDAS vouchers!! $37.5 for each of us. lets get together sometime and and i shall add another adidas to my collection.


after that i slept for 1 hour and went for soccer which was a major mistake because i can't run too much and the adventure race drained my energy. so i sucked at soccer. Big time. my worst performance ever. well, i realised i am not that gung ho anymore.

LIfe impt lesson. Some decisions may not go your way. that is life. learn to take it. I just realiseed that in soccer. IN case, i am being labelled as a bully, i guess winning is not very impt especially with your friends. its okay to lose sometimes.=) i wont be like an idiot and get back at others using underhand methods. its not like me.=) i am rational enough to do right things.(i hope)

ah should i call mac delivery.?

prom was over. i think the service at our hotel has room for improvement.

anws, i sat at the ODAC table(no. 48). and i sat beside a lucky guy called rong jie who won $100 singtel voucher and a mobile phone. COngrats to him. and the one 2 seats away from me was Jocelyn. COngrats to her for being the PROM queeen. she was dressed in baby pink, tailor made.
ODac has this tradition of having prom kings and queens. lol!

anws. it was a very quiet night, i felt.

need to find a job soon.

argh. today is prom! settled some stuffs. lol. okae la. don't worry too much, you guys. everything is under controlled le. (:

its gonna be a long day. i think badminton will be first. then woot! hollywood glam at marriot. i think i will be going later ba. after all dinner start at 7.30 pm. no use going so early.

i think i might post prom photos.
lol. but that is if i look good.!! lols..!!