i am tired.

i think my momentum is coming to me. How long it will last. i don't know. i hope it will acrry all the way to the end of my A's.

The world is full of clashes of ideas and opinions. People who get involved can get hurt, but the world thrives on such clashes and some of the people are spurred to do well and better.

Gladly, i think i fall in the latter. BUT i am pretty much sitting on the thin line that divides both(maybe my tummy is over the line).
it pretty suck if people do well at the expense of others. all the rankings have made society a highly competitive place. Grades matter much more than non-academic achievement unless you are exceptionally talented in sports. Even so u might not get into a course/job you like if your grades are low. sadly this reflects reality.

My aim: a legacy.

OMG. i think i am running out of time.

Prelims are like 1 month away and here i am-in this state. i think there are still alot of things i havent revise yet ESPECIALLY econs. i need to seriously come back and study econs all the way. and friday have chem timed practice which is something i must study otherwise incur the wrath of my chem teacher(though she is not that kind who gets angry)

When I sit for my Prelims, i shall know/have done:


GP

• how to write well
• current affairs
• don't be too tense during examinations

MATHS

• FInished all PRELIM papers
• TYS: especially stats(gonna kill u)
• less careless(i saw my maths midyear, and i feel like slapping myself)

PHYSICS

• all concepts in my mind
• defintions
• qualitative answers
• finished tys
• Prelim papers done

CHEM

• Finished all tys and revision package
• understand how IONIC equlibria(buffer:i suck at that) works
• prelim papers done

ECONS

• have most of the topics at my fingertip.
• Able to write well academically(hope the future remedials will help)

Looking at this makes me worry since i set such a huge workload. shall do it. and hope i can catch up with the elites.

Lets work hard together.! get our A's(my class, ODAC)

but i do hope i can complete my revision: its only a month left:( help!!

its been so long since i blogged. my blog has been dead.

many things happened in the last few weeks. some of them happy and some of them sad.

i guess jc life is not as stressful as it seems. it just depends on how much you want in life. for those who wants to achieve many things or has great aspirations, JC life is stressful. But for those who are tired of the "mugging" life of jc, they aren't really stressed.

For me, i think my life is somewhat stressful becuase of the endless competition in JC. Many of the students desire good grades and they work hard for it. But i don't seem to work hard enough. And my grades are fluctuating between the worst case scenario and average grades. Eww. What happens if i don't score well? Well, i will be eliminated by the society. this is the truth. Grades get you a better job, and usually more salary. Of course there are the exceptionals, where you don't need grades to earn loads.

I want to live a life; a comfortable life with my family. therefore i need to work hard enough to support them. (omg, i can't believe i am thinking about such things). This calls for good grades. having good grades presents us more opportunities in life( in aspects like friendship, relations, business, social) BUt do grades truly matter? perhaps in a society like singapore, it does. but do grades make us a better person in life. maybe. It is imperative to suggest that grades is the essence of an educated man. or maybe the only thing the employer can judge you be is your grades. ah, life.

Philantrophist seems like a dream too far. shall wonder what i do next.

For now, Ms Maggie Q. i will work hard for econs. embrace the subject. although i am embracing now. econs u are mine to pawn!=)

MId years i am pretty disappointed. so lets not talk about it.

i think i am bored. i don't know why. ah. sians. i want to talk to someone. but i don't know who to talk to. lols. maybe i am such an introvert that no one wants to talk to me=(

(: lols nvm i shall be positive.

different types of people in life:

actually i am pretty disappointed today. i think people today loves to stereotype and assume things. i didn't want to say any more because it usually leads to a quarrel of some sort. i doubt it is worth that trouble.

lessons to learn in life:

• Think before what you say. sometimes we guys really need to think of the consequences
• Perhaps stereotyping isn't the best method to resolve things
• we shall all think maturely

and to those who think that i am those that will blast out anything out of my mouth, i really think that u should try to know me better(: i am extremely sorry to disappoint those who have stereotyped me as such.(:

I am not a 3 year old kid running around and shouting things, and neither am i those who disclose confidential matters to those who are not supposed to know.

IN CONCLUSION, perhaps some of our ASTUTE jugdement is not really astute at all. perhaps our judgement is shrouded and thus is biased against several matters. And as such, that is why some of us aren't as close as we are.

Yes i am pretty disappointed at what friends can do because i trust. and sometimes they disappoint. ON a lighter side of the note, i am fortunate we lead different lives.

i guess the EAST-WEST theory might be true.

i shall be back to myself again.(: