its been so long since i blogged. my blog has been dead.

many things happened in the last few weeks. some of them happy and some of them sad.

i guess jc life is not as stressful as it seems. it just depends on how much you want in life. for those who wants to achieve many things or has great aspirations, JC life is stressful. But for those who are tired of the "mugging" life of jc, they aren't really stressed.

For me, i think my life is somewhat stressful becuase of the endless competition in JC. Many of the students desire good grades and they work hard for it. But i don't seem to work hard enough. And my grades are fluctuating between the worst case scenario and average grades. Eww. What happens if i don't score well? Well, i will be eliminated by the society. this is the truth. Grades get you a better job, and usually more salary. Of course there are the exceptionals, where you don't need grades to earn loads.

I want to live a life; a comfortable life with my family. therefore i need to work hard enough to support them. (omg, i can't believe i am thinking about such things). This calls for good grades. having good grades presents us more opportunities in life( in aspects like friendship, relations, business, social) BUt do grades truly matter? perhaps in a society like singapore, it does. but do grades make us a better person in life. maybe. It is imperative to suggest that grades is the essence of an educated man. or maybe the only thing the employer can judge you be is your grades. ah, life.

Philantrophist seems like a dream too far. shall wonder what i do next.

For now, Ms Maggie Q. i will work hard for econs. embrace the subject. although i am embracing now. econs u are mine to pawn!=)