i am bored to the max. i guess one of the reasons is my whole family is abroad and i have to be independent. cooking my own fried rice meal and other meals. NOW i realised how much i missed my mum's home cooked food. they'll be back tml. thank god.

and of course the hols are meant for muggging and i think i improved my capacity to study by doing little by little over the days hopefully by end of the week i can study lots at one time.

staying at home makes me wonder what am i missing in my life. it is when u really think about such stuffs when u are bored but u dunno what is it and it really is excruciatingly painful.

Do i have a perfect life?--nah. just how you look at life determines the satisfaction in life.

i don't know what i miss. i think is the lack of sports. lack of family. lack of friends. lack of???
Its strange how people don't treasure what they have and once the things leave them, they feel lost, only to understand they should have treasured the past.
I don't know what i miss, but maybe if something came into my life and it left, i know what i miss. In a nutshell, i don't have a particularly strong feeling for something yet, something i don't understand why. have i lost my touch? angels, send me a signal(a strong one) for me to confirm my feelings. tks! =)