this is my 350th post ever since i started blogging.. lols. its like so long and yet so little posts. guess it is an achievement for a guy like me. doesn't blog much but still keep my blog intact.

i donno why i feel something missing from me. but i don't know what it is. it is like a missing jigsaw puzzle in my life, something which i can't comprehend. it is like a achievement of some sort. but i don't know what. i know if i don't do it, my life is never complete.i guess is the philantrophist spirit. ah sucks.

then today during dinner, we were talking about guys getting a gf before NS. One of us was saying that he would try to get a gf before NS but i don't know. such a thing is like something natural? u know it once u see it, its pretty difficult to tell who you'll like. and MY problem is that i won't go for girls that aren't long term r/s. if i were to find one, that will be my last. i ain't going to have a gf that is fickle-minded who changes who she likes often. "once bitten twice shy"

To like someone is so difficult, but once u like someone, it is even more difficult to forget. infatuation is short but love is something long lasting. Beauty can capture my attention, but it is the character that captures my heart.

JUST to clarify some matters. i haven't set my eyes on anyone yet.
my heart ain't confuse. is just that THE ONE hasn't arrived yet. maybe i know her, maybe i dont but i know i still don't have the particularly strong feelings for anyone yet.(btw, i am not gay(: )

(: mug hard A's are here. and good luck for the odacians going to rinjani. all the best.