i am very disappointed with myself. i think i have not worked hard enough. but to say i have not worked is an unfair statement to me. i got a D for chinese A levels. and i am pretty pissed, and depressed over the fact that i did badly. i am shocked. the only explanation is that i did not try enuf.

and I DECIDED to re take the exams. i wanna push myself now. all the way. the phoenix inside me is stirring and i wanna unleash it.

i guess pressure is indeed a privellege. so i will work hard for it now. catch me in action. i will prove it on the papers. enough said, time for action.

i guess its been more than 2 years since u last broke up with him. i still remembered that time when i called u to console u. that memory still etched inside my heart. i wonder why.. i can't be sure.. but i guess it is cos i've been thinking about it. hais. it is u that i am thinking about or something else?