hai.. today go for scouts.. very fun ma.. get to bond with them again.... LOL... they are nuturing into better scouts relative to last time.. (haha! but still won't beat my batch's timing)

lols.. then i shock la... some1.. said dun dare to face me. cos very disappointed in herself.. its already so long le.. but i guesss the guilt is still there ba.. maybe i still haven't recover.. but.. time heals.. hai..

but then i met my sis la... pass me her souvenier from india.. lols.. rather long ago.. but its the thought tt counts.. haha... yea.. will safely keep it.. but the grain looks coool.. i think it is a grain..

then went to class BBQ.. was one of the lastest to arrive.. the bbq was ruined by the rain la.. hai... an unexpected rain.. but then NOW i have stomache.. DAMN PAIN.. but guys must endure.. wad is such pain.. LOLS..

and another matter is.. some think i like her.. but like dots la.. so disappointed.. omg.. her leh.. DUN SINK TOO DEEP... i must rmb this phrase.. but i guess its arnd there de... and i tink i know le.. but i guess shouldn't divulge too much...it can't be her.. trust me. i don't have the feeling.. its not her..

and the last matter today is weird... i dunno like hearing strange voices.. lols.. esp when in the dark.. where i feel very alive.. almost unstoppable.. some1 is telling me to keep working hard.. cos i will bear the fruits when i aged.. the time is not yet ripe.. like destined for something.. hmm... lols... for now i''ll just work hard..