well. This is the first i have blog an actual entry for such a long time. hmm. might be because of the tight schedule the sec4s have this year. its pretty stressed up i suppose for all sec4s taking o levels every year. its the part and parcel of life just like servicing for NAtional Service for the boys.

I believe the human nature has an error. well, i think that when everyone has a problem or face in a difficult situation, they will push responsibilities to the others to make them feel more at ease. Well, they are in the right frame of mind to do that but its such a pity that humans are going so far to distort the truth and change them to protect themselves.

my childhood days have been like this. parents blaming me for everytrhing i have not done and i wasn't given a chance to explain anything. i hate it. given the freedom, i think everyone should have a chance to explain things and this caused me to feel even more depressed. Even my family wasn't helping when i was young, when i needed the most emotional support from my family. i guessed i can't blame them and i took that in stride. in fact, all the quarreling helped me to grow and to shape my values. for an instance, i m not that rash and i would be given more time to think through unlike perhaps a minority of the human population where they would have taken any chance to vent their anger. haha.

all these lessons made me a stronger person i suppose. at least when u know sometimes people wants to spread any untruth fact to provoke or even without acknowledge facts, blemished people's reputation. well, to such people out there, be strong, for you always emerge as a stronger person. ciao~