hmm.. i treat god sis and bro diff? hmm.. i treat them like real bros and sis.. only few of them.. and she is one of the few.. i want all of u to succeed.. in everything.. my attitude is indifferent to those maybe cos i m whipped by parents and brother a long time ago.. i juz do not want u all to suffer setbacks.. the tough way isn't nice.. i cannot do more.. i feel tired.. i m letting go of resposiblites le... it strains me..