hai.. i dunno y.. is some ppl trying to thwart back that misunderstanding.. or issit my classmates think we r really up to standard.. i don't know... or are my classmates juz out to try make fun of us... i m not sure... but all i can do is make assumptions.. hai..

i mean our classmates nvr consider her feelings.. how she willl be embarrass and not like it lo... i still wonder if our classmates have the heart.. i need to consider alot of things too.. i can take up the position but i cannot do that for own selfish personal gains.. u all have to understand.. its diff... then i feel that she is unhappy le.. i oso feel unhappy for her.. i mean i n her are not together.. dun need to be like that ma.. she will be very embarrass... and i spoken to our teacher... but i haven made up my decision yet.. i dun understand.... i hope that she dun get sad and unhappy.. all i want her is to be happy even if i m not around any longer..
Love is not wanting her and all those.. i understand .. its about giving her the comfort she needs... and not this.. i will try and make a decision.. i talk to the teacher again.. then now it is like my fault that she gets selected.. some1 sae its my fault.. "cos i like her".. if that is the reason i have to take, i m not satisfied.. is liking wrong? if it does, i'll stop.. fine.. the world is like that anyway..