i feel that my spirit is like a boxer(not myuthai boxer)... those wif wad u call that gloveS or wadeva le..i believe my endurance can last me long.. but i m not the strongest nor i m the weakest... ic annot foreva hold on in this situation... i held up my boxing gloves to fend off the attacks.. once i fall i come back up again... to fend for myself... i need a break... when the bell rings for stoppage.. my opponent sits wif many helping him while me wiping off my sweat alone. that opponent sitting opposite me is myself. i have been beaten by fear, by myself. now i m going in wif renewed determination.. i m not going to lose anymore.. success is sweet. defeat is bitter. for too long i have tasted bitterness in the life. i have walked through many aspects from life. i now need to summon my strengths and worked on my wekanesses. once the new year begins, it will be a different me. the one who nvr stops fighting in his spirit. and i m not those who take revenges. i will be the one who bao ga liao.. success doesn't come easily. it is not to waited for it is to be grabbed and achieved. the hunger of success is growing within me. it nvr dissipates. my eyes r livid wif hunger for success. the lion in my heart is calling.i feel it. i wan success in everything and maybe in love. and my character is that i will rather ppl be happy. how enigmatic?
i urged all my frenz to taste success. i have long forgotten that taste. its juz like something u haven do. and u wanna succeed. successes r part of everones' life. i feel adrenaline rushing back to me.that beat. that sound. but i will still continue to care for ppl. means my character will be changin to a square shape.

from young i have alwaes loved challenges. the harder it is, the more i like. but now wif encouraging the heart. i will combine these 2 to form a stronger self. wadeva i do now or in the past i consider how the people's feelings are affected... esp to my frenz... i had helped strangers b4.. i feel evolution in my heart in my body in my soul.. *thump thump* that heart beat nvr change so is my positive side.. strive. wad does not counts is the size of the dog in the fight but the size of the fight in the dog.

i may not be the best. but i m willing to be the best of wad i can achieve. and i believe that everyone has a huge potential yet to be discovered. i have uncovered some so i m now looking for the rest. i only hope she can find it wif me.