Sunday, December 25, 2005
hmm topic was gonna be about spirits.. not those ghost wan la.. or those kinds of things la.. lolx.. was suppose to be like team spirit.. but i had to address another issue...
love.. there r actually many kinds of love.. family love... brotherly love.. sisterly love... crushes... puppy loves.. dates.. infatuations... serious relationships... and many other more...
i know when i like some1.. those feelings of commitment.. ah.. actually i cannot deny to the fact i had ex.. i dun wish to talk bout it le.. speaking of commitment i felt more like a fool instead.. alwaes thinking that there is true love... ah... once bitten twice shy.. so... u can understand my feelings..
does simple love exist? i dun tink too far.. simple love is juz guy loves gal.. gal loves guy.. and lived happily ever after... 3 sentence only.. yet it tells us alot of things.. they r committed and understands each other very well... their invisble barrier has been broken.. those barrier.. once broken u can feel love.. lol.. out of topic..
i understand that all people will feel shy le.. today read the sundays times article.. bout kissing b4 16... amazing... so many ppl likes to kiss.. lolx.. wonder wads so good... i nvr tried it b4.. let alone holding hands... means i have nvr held a gal's hand b4.. only when practisin for sec 3 campfire.. that was the only time.. so its like quite special.. i cannot bite off more than i can chew le.. so wad happened in the past was fairy tale.. and will not be repeated..
to me.. love is jus like being committed to the partner.. giving full of concerns.. not giving exp presents.. love some1 truly.. its juz undefined.. hai.. and yet.. simple love is so hard to find.. i had found the other one... but...ru guo yuan fen hai mei dao...ru guo yuan fen hai mei dao? jiu yao deng... in simpilcity for the previous sentence is " if fate has not arrived yet... then we have to wait.."
love is not juz about that tingling sensation when u see the person u like.. is about staying wif the person through thick and thin... cos if u dun see why there is a need then once u grow old u will not like the person.. its juz defeats the purpose.. beauty is in the eye of the beholder..
i hope that my dream might come true.. but i m willing to let go...if love hurts... i dun wish to see ppl hurt for personal selfish gains.. yet such a golden opportunity.. i know wad to do when e times come... those who know me inside out.. will know wad i will do too.. dun worry.. i gonna be a super high extreme optimistic person..
12/25/2005 10:50:00 PM