disappointing... but campfire was good..
xue yi and xue yee did very well for emcees la.. then scouts and guides work hard to cheer together... dat was commending... everyone put in their effort... i saw that..
but i was still fucked up.. pissed off more likely..i can assured u that i carry the most tables and benches add up together... and yet still helped to do more.. wtf..
why? why? i went to close the shutters wif joel.. and yet ppl say open the shutter to scout den and still not prepared to take things up... i was the only fucker there... i shouted for help.. no one replied until my 3 or 4 th try? WTF man.. we alwaes sae we should support each other ma... why u all dun come and yet 2 ppl juz sat down there... u know is si bei du lan anot... i dunno why la.. maybe u all think u did alot liao.. but have u ever spare thoughts for the others anot... i dun understand y ppl r so selfish... only when my dad drove in.. and shouted at the scouts then they come.. i m so disappointed lo.. wads this attitude of nt helping.. when i saw lin ruey having troubles wif the spars i shouted for help for him.. yet no one was there.. i went there to help him... then everything i do myself la.. u all dun wanna support me... is this the kind of respect i get even if i m not at the highest position... i dun understand why u all cannot help le.. at least brian and dominque help me and joel to carry the 3 rd table from 2 nd lvl... And yet the person i tried calling is supposed to be the one wif good leadership qualities..and still sitting down.. while i was the only person there... hey i m not SUPERMAN rite... why do i alwaes have to be the one..
and i m not getting that respect... i dun belieev it le.. if the one who has the highest authority does not set the example how can the juniors folllow... then i m also the only one to collect coconut husks.. while those not doing anything slack..
how would u all know how i felt.. cb le.. doing things myself.. at first nvm.. but now feeling v.v.v. cb.. i can't believe it...
then my parents come home and scold me.. nb le.. like everything i do to my fullest is like that..