well... i m battling fatigue, hunger, sleep for some1.... i had scouts all the way to 7 plus todae... so tired... build a "christmas tree" tower... my whole body is aching... but i m staying up for some1... i juz ate my "dinner" at 12.45 am... lol... dinner... yea... staying up to do the impt stuffs.... lol.... so impt that i can sacrifice... this is the first time i felt and done so much for a person... made my heart tingle... i want to do throughout the whole nite.... but hong wei coming to my hse to swim.. lol.. my eyes r closing.. yet i can't close them... i fear thinking of her again... hai... but i know that i can woo her at my own pace.. slow and patience always win the race... nvr do it fast... but a pity she is nt going to yfc le.. hai... nvm... look on the bright side.. at least she got more time to zzz... which she likes....