i wonder... why lol... is it even my weakest subject is much more easier than wooing a gal... but being me, myself... i dun like to give up... hai... it juz is strange.. half of me wants to love her but not her to love me... lolx... like and not love i mean... the other part of me is i can't bear to let her go.. lolx... i like her as wad she is... i can put through all kinds of obstacles for her... stay by her side...like her for yi shen yi shi... but wad if i m rejected? lolx... then maybe frenz oso cannot become... then i will be dejected ma... some more i dunno whether if i can woo or she will accept me... i m neither handsome nor smart... how i wish nature takes it own course.... but... if i wan to have happiness i need to control it... but i dun wanna force ppl into anything... i m not that kind of person... yea... world peace... lol... nvm... i will wait.. for her... even if rejection is a huge possibilty...