Thursday, September 01, 2005
life i prettily unfair... this is how it goes... wadeva i do things right will alwaes be something untold of.. not even a praise... alwaes negative... nth is right for everything i do.. wadeva i do is alwaes wrong.. it alwaes hurt ppl... they r alwaes right and i m alwaes wrong.. and now i m wrong.. cos ppl tink i have a bias opinion.. i will hurt ppl if i list out the things... and it goes that i m in wrong..
I walk to general office oso nvr see him.. i muz agree my eyes definetly got problem... i stuck it wif paper... i can't see anyone... r humans implying that... how would i know who is where at wad time? i go look oso cannot find.. CAll me god lo.. if i know where ppl r... i m wrong... why my eyes cannot see through the walls... i should go for eye operation..
if u dun tell ppl ur intentions how are we supposed to know... u left without a word... and that is my fault too... cos i nvr asked... cos ppl tink i have no heart to ask..
everything is practically my fault.. serious...
i was wrong i nvr use my phone.. that was my fault... i nvr call u..
only at the bus did i realised and them.. so late.. its my fault too.. cos i havent thought of it earlier...
can humans make mistake.? why do ppl like to pin point mistake so much.. why when u have a paper and a dot in the centre of the paper... ppl always look at the dot.. and not the vanity and purity of the thing surrounding the dot... why is ppl alwaes so pessimistic...? why does everyone loves not to take blame and blame it on ppl? why ppl do not praise or encourage when u have done things right but they will throw everything at you when u done something wrong?
Evrything i do is alwaes a take-thing-for-granted action(freenz' thinking)..it was the last dae of common test... ppl needed break.. i understand u waited very long.. how r we suppose to know ur intentions? we are made of different chromosomes... hello? we are made to think differently... that is my fault too.. cos i was born differently...
humans r sensitive... to family... to studies... to food... to frenz... to everything..more than half of the human popuation is over-sensitive... not that over sensitive is no good.. but... boys in singapore will have to go through National service... do u tink they will care so much....
and for everyone's sake.. i m wrong... its my fault that i have nvr done wad u expected... continue on this way.. it will all turn out fine.. merry x'mas..
i can feel that my life is like another repetition of 6b again.. a guy that looks like mervin a guy that is like leonard.. wow.. de ja vu.. and its me again.. haha... so strange...
9/01/2005 08:15:00 PM