WHY!!?!?!... l0l at what is happening to me..
told me what promises cannot be empty.. say u r not fickle minded..
is all this wad u say is true? u say u like me but u oso like some1 else..
Is this wad i did in my previous life? if i eva did, i m regretting now..

i juz wanna diminshed the idea of u liking some1 else.. cos i only wanna lead a simple life wif ya.. but even simple is too hard for us.. i really wan juz 2 of us together..

the above is wad i have in mind.. i really wanna write it all out.. cos it is such a heavy burden...
Let me ask anyone of the matured adults or mature thinking ppl to read my blog.. wad u all tink?..if u have a bf/gf, u all wouldn't wan them to be fickle minded ppl.. WoW.. Juz great... Everything seems to be my fault then... blame it all on me.. my luck.. thats it.. it alwaes unfortunate.. i m alwaes the one getting trodden... Dunno y..

And she say she'll remember wad she say... all this... i dunno...

"Grass on the other side of the river alwaes looks greener".. everyone knows this... but for those who made the crossing.. u'll know wad it is like.. it doesn't always looks greener..

went through e down side of life from young til now... waiting for the up now.. Hate this.. alwaes it'll be a long wait...

BUT i dun wanna give up hope.. as long there is still light.. and both still love each other..

Sad man.. pity myself.. smetimes i m confuse.. smetimes i tink we love each other alot.. but things alwas dun turn out like wad i expected..and the most sad thing is that she herself told me that she dun wan empty promises.. and she in turn made some...now i m beginning to doubt human's existence..being a non-fickleminded person was wad she describe herself as.. haiz..

it hurts me.. for those who are alwaes telling me smething when they r doing themselves..

Feel so stupid smetimes...feel like being cheated out of smething invaluable if she still likes the guy....
Really broke my heart..
Now all could eva mend my heart is only to ask her to choose one person.. even if that break my heart.. i tink it will be fairer to both...

Labels: The Heart Aches