SO F@*K UP.. but still love her..

Love
YEsterday really so F*** up... CAnnot be describe.. first in so many yrs scold vulgarities... NUTS.. i Still place deep trust in her.. SHe has to change her mindset bout me first... b4 she feel comfortable... haiz... CAn everyone stop denying?? Seriously..I feel so fucked up... i m innocent.. and i hate ppl who lie to me..Y everyone been telling me e diff things.. i can't stand it anymore..
Shanice
Put yrself in my shoes.. u will know how d f izzit... I Been telling everyone...
I love her alot but it hurts me when she do somethings.. i really dun wan her to do anymore disappointing things..

LOst 3 litres of tears yesterdae... nvr cried from pri 1.... 2nd time i cried.. and both is cos of her.. i really wan u all to know how i feel... its damn intense pressure... smetimes juz feel like dying.. but i LOVE her ALOT........MY dear..........
LOVE moi dear...
Deeply